AN: I know this is a cliché-story but could you just humor me, im a beginner at this. also english is not my first languish so a very sorry misspells. i dont own any thing.
Saras PoV
There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body Froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window
I used to lie in my bed, just watching the left side, your side. Thinking and not thinking, listening to the thunder. Its cold, Im shivering, and I am a bit scared, scared of the thunder, you know I always was scared of the thunder. But with you I never was, you were my rock, the only constant thing that I could trust.
But you left Vegas, you left me, you didn't say why, just that it was for Lindsays sake, and of cours I could understand that, I'd do anything for Lindsay, but I don't understand why the need to leeve. I offered to come with you, but you didn't want me to, said it was for my sake, I couldn't live without my work. You were wrong, I can live without my work, it is you I Can't live without. It has been four mounth now scince I last saw you.
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever
finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
I have cried for you, I told you once that had never cried over anyone, not Hank, not Grissom. But how I have cried over you, every morning when I went to bed, I didn't think I had any tears left. I drowned my self in work, I sneered at everyone, I became more distant than I ever been, in the beginning the boys tried to cheer me up, take me out, but in the end they stoped bothering. The crying has stoped now, Im trying to get my life back together, the way it was befor you, but I don't remember that time anymore.
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
And now you stand here, touching my cheek, asking to go back, saying you were scared, but you are not anymore. Pull me into an embrace, I resist first, trying to struggle my way out, but then I remember, I remember when you loved me, how you loved me.
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby Baby
I remember how I loved your eyes, those deep sea blue eyes, they had always a sparkle of stars in them. I remember how I loved your hair, the way it shined like gold in the Nevada sun. But most of all I remember the softness of your lips, how you used to kiss me, my mouth, my neck right at the pulspoint, that always made me whimper. And I can remember everytime we made love…
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
You pull me to face you, our noses just an inch a part, you whisper my name; Sara…please. You kiss me, and then I remember how you left my, and I pull away. No I say no, you left me, you are not allowed to this.
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse
And so much deeper
The fight we had the day you left, it has been burned into my head, you hurt me and hurt you even worse, I lied, I said I never loved you, I always did, from the first day i meet you 'I know how I am… think you're a little confused'
There were hours that just went on for days But you were history with the slamming of the door
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
Now you come back asking for a new chance, you can not do this to me, I moved on, I grew strong again. I worked, tried to get a new life. But now I feel my self become weak agian, and it is becaus of you.
Catherines PoV
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
Sara please forgive me, i made a mistake, I shouldn't have left, i did wrong. You let me touch your cheek. I move my indexfinger along your chin, and I remember what i missed and what i came back for. I look into your Hazel-Brown eyes, i move your face towards mine, I capture your lips in mine, you struggle at first, but I don't give up, and finelly you give in. At that piont I know it is us again, its going to a long ride back to what we was, back to the trust you had in me, the love. But still… it is us again… and thats all I can ask for.