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so... its been a year since I havent written anything nor updated my story, 'gomenasai'. yeah, thats my other story. XD omfg. D: im soooo sorrry. I'll try to write soon !

with rainbows and nyan cats,

SweetLonelyWriter . :)

Call me desperate, a fool, and an idiot. Nevertheless, I am still happy, beside him, knowing he's just there, and won't leave my sight. Selfish it may sound, I don't ever regret it..

- FLASHBACK -

This was my first day in Alice Academy.

Sakura petals were drifting slowly on the ground, birds chirping as the ray of sun peek through the leaves of the tree and branch, I spotted a person sitting under it. I blinked. He seems alone, reading something over there. Not giving a care to the world, as if he himself owns it.

I smiled to myself.

'Alright, my first soon-to-be friend.' I thought happily as leaves were crackling beneath my feet while I skipped happily towards that person.

"Morning!" I greeted him cheerfully as my hands were behind my back. I never thought making friends were nerve-wrecking. My hands were sweating like crazy.

Back when I was a kid, I easily make friends. We would play every day outside, laughing and smiling about crazy things. Running and racing, betting on who will lose will kiss the ground or something. I smiled as I reminisced about those things. Yet, growing up affected those days. It seems as if growing up was the culprit why we suddenly change and don't do those things anymore.

He looked up at me. Hazel meets crimson. Those scary piercing eyes tell me to back off, to not talk to him and leave. He had a bad boy appearance, his skin pale and white, black jet hair, bangs up until his eyes, and piercing in his ears. Usually, I think guys with piercings aren't cool looking and all, but something's just different about him. I guess it just suits him, I hesitated. Fine, he looks handsome and cool with them, I admitted to myself. I think I may have stared at him for a long time because he glared at me and went back to reading his manga. But I wouldn't give up that easily.

"Can we be friends?" I tried to lighten up the mood, maybe he would respond…I hope.

"No." was the simple answer that came out of his mouth.

A short answer that left me disappointed.

"Why not?" I had to keep the conversation going on, maybe he's just being cranky this morning and didn't sleep well.

"Because you're an idiot." He said coolly.

I stomped my feet on the ground, hard. This guy… I casted him an annoyed look, what's his problem? Saying I'm an idiot all of a sudden. What's that about? I frowned.

"How can you say that? We just met and all. Get to know me first, Mr. smarty pants."

He stood up, placed his hand on his pocket, and walked away. Just as I'm about to call him, he cut me off.

"I'm not the type of friend you may want to have so better stay away." Coldly said and left.

"I don't care if you don't want to, I'll be your friend, I'm always around! So don't hesitate to talk to me okay?" I shouted at him. Hoping he'll turn around.

He didn't stop nor turn around.

What a letdown. I wished he heard me though.

Classes ended already.

I had so much fun since my classmates were so friendly. Not all of them, of course, who will forget about the snobby people who thinks they're too high and mighty than the rest of the class? I wouldn't include the raven haired guy dude though. Sure, he was rude and all, but I don't think he's that type of person. I'm not the type to easily judge someone.

I was walking home, I spotted him again.

Excited, I ran towards him and greeted him.

He ignored me.

I walked beside him anyways.

"What's your name ne?" I asked nicely of him.

"None of your business." He walked faster than me, like he wants to leave me behind, which is I think what he really is doing. I sighed.

"Can you be at least nice once in a while?"

He stopped on his tracks, turned to face me and said some things I never thought would come out of his mouth, my first 'friend' in Alice Academy…

"Look, you do know it's embarrassing for people to see us being together. And I wouldn't want that since my reputation will decrease. And you're annoying, when I say I don't need a friend. I don't fucking need a friend like you. So back off and don't talk to me."

I was speechless, a wind blew past us. I don't want to cry, I wouldn't. Please don't fall, my tears. I thought as my tears were threatening to come out of my eyes.

I choked back my tears and said,

"Fine! If you want it that way!" I managed to yell at him, but the hint of hurt was obvious. I hate this part of myself, I'm too easy to read.

He turned away and walked off, and that's when my tears fell.

With his words replaying in my mind.

TO BE CONTINUED...

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