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The first time I saw her, I knew she loved him but I never said anything about it. Just tease and joke around with my beholder and his female friend. Her eyes were a beautiful chocolate brown that could match the feeling of silk as it glowed in the sun.

It could never be though…I was the dead and she the living. I could never feel her skin or wipe way her tears that my young apprentice made her spring, her love of Go was amazing and determined. I know in several more years her petite body would became a gorgeous woman form.

Sigh…but what do I know? I am only a ghost in a young boy's consciousness who will never be able to live the life of a man again until my fate is fulfilled to accomplish the Divine Move. When I have made my dream a realty I will leave this body and never return to the living, maybe I will but in another body.

My host should be very grateful to have such a flower be with him, all of them should be grateful to have her. Hikaru Shindo, Kimihiro Tsutsui, Yuki Mitani and even our rivals should be blessed with her.

As the years past, I saw my host grow and become stronger in the game of Go, his mind never interested in love or passion in anything else. My love for Go as not changed but have I done the wrong thing in making my host love it? Did I pull him from the one thing that could make him happy for what he was? For I have never fallen until now….

"Hikaru! You promised!" I saw her fume at my host and I smiled behind my pale fan. Hikaru grimaced.

"I'm coming! Sheesh!" Taking her hand, my host was blushing slightly I saw her smile happily. My eyes soften at the young couple, for I knew that I could never break their love, maybe I could make it stronger? I sighed gently and walked in silence as the two young ones' walk hand in hand to the park.

I saw her wearing a skirt as I hear from my host and a turtle neck sweater with a scarf, for the snow had come early this year. Her cheeks flushed a soft pink as I walk close by the host; he seemed to be blushing from holding her hand. I wonder if her hand is warm as I always thought?

Either way, if I tried to touch it I would only bring her to shudder from my cold ghostly touch or only make her sick with flu.

My gazed at my host, he seemed to care for her as well but his stubborn head would never admit to it, how he was lucky to have such a caring and beautiful young girl.

Yes, I know I sound wrong to have fallen with such a young maiden but who can't? Most men fall for the most innocent of girls and if she were from my time I would maybe no--want her has my wife.

Her heart sadly belongs to my young friend, who seems to love her back as well. I saw as the young couple stops right in the middle of the bridge and gazed out to the large pond under them.

"Its beautiful, isn't it Hikaru?" I heard her say. My host only looked away from her, blushing gently.

"Uh huh." was his reply in return…she smiled.

I smiled at her, not that she will never see me…but I will watch in a silent love.


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