Chapter 1: Thinking After Taylor left the pool house after their kiss Ryan started thinking. That was an amazing kiss. But I mean she is Taylor. Wait why am I being so mean. Taylor is one of our friends. She helped Marissa get back into Harbor even against her mother's wishes. That must have been horrible to live with her mother as evil as she is. And also how does Taylor do that. Immediatly know what I'm feeling even when I haven't even felt it. I mean Marissa couldn't even do that. Wait why am I comparing her to Marissa. I mean yeah Marissa and I dated off and on for so long but we could never make it work. I loved her but yet I still always remained just mostly a friend. There was always competion when I wanted Marissa. First with Luke and Oliver and then with Trey. Did I ever want Marissa for the right reasons? Or was I afraid she would just get hurt with anyone else? It think I see it now. I love and loved Marissa but she would want me to move on. I need to move on. And Taylor. She is this big ball of fire. Energetic smart and so beautiful. I thought an angel was walking in at that chaity dinner with her in that red amazing dress. I think I better go talk to Taylor. Will it be to late? Will Taylor have moved on? or maybe just pretending? What will Ryan do? Review please because i have never written more then one shots i need some advice!!! What do you think i should do next with my story?