A/N: You're all probably wondering: "OH NOOOO! ANOTHER FANFIC THAT IS GONNA BE DELETED SOONER OR LATERRR!" Well guess what? No. This is a fanfic that was meant to be a one-shot (and I may leave it this way too) that is supposed to give me ideas. The fic is AU so please understand that. If it was the regular: "I HATE YOUUUUUUU!" and then "NO WAIT I LOVE YOUUUU!" then it'd be BORING. So now it's: "I love you!" and then fake hating. So yeah! Enjoyyy~

Chapter 1

Every single person in this universe knows that girls always go through the stages of falling in love with some boy and going boy-crazy after them. I vowed to myself I would never fall for any boy ever, because if I did they would get hurt. Yet that promise has been broken for at least a year now. My eyes wander after him. I yearn for him to be near me. Yet it isn't destined to be.

I was walking to school one morning when I bumped into him. He was my crush and the one I wanted to be with. I could feel my heart racing already. He was so handsome. He had the longest and deepest shade of violet I have ever seen. His eyes were such a pretty brown and they were big too, making him look kind of young. His skin was smooth like butter and he was pretty slim for a boy. Yet he was also smart and extremely talented as well. His family was rich and famous as well! He was…perfect.

I breathed in his intoxicating scent, which seemed to lure me in closer towards him. I then realized what I was about to do, and stopped myself immediately before doing so. He stared at me, and I stared at him back. It was a moment of silence before he said, "Um, you're Mashiro Rima, right?"

"Wha–oh yeah, that's me! Um…and you're Fujisaki Nagihiko!" I stammered.

"Nice to meet you, Mashiro," Nagihiko greeted.

"Ah, nice to meet you too, Fujisaki," I greeted back. "You're in the Guardians with me, aren't you?" I suddenly asked.

Nagihiko chuckled. "Yup, I'm the Jack's chair. I believe this is the first time we've actually talked, hasn't it?"

"Yeah, it has. You seem so high on maintenance most of the time."

"I know. I get that a lot. But I'm pretty easygoing when you get to know me! Just because my family is rich doesn't mean I am. I won't be able to get their money until they're dead."

"I see. Well…I better get to class! Don't want to be late; bye!" I waved goodbye to Nagihiko and quickly ran off to class, praying for my heartbeat to slow down.

That was the very first time I have ever spoken to Nagihiko. His voice gave me chills down my spine. But I have to keep it cool! I can't act like any of those other crazed fans! He always seems so annoyed of them. I don't want him to also think I'm an annoyance…

"Rima, mornin'!" A girly with strawberry pink hair held up with an x clip walked up to me.

"Good morning, Amu," I said with a small smile.

"I saw you speaking to Fujisaki! Isn't that like, the first time you've two spoke together?" Amu said, referring to my lame conversation with Nagihiko.

"Yeah, but it was nothing. Just a little intro and all that stuff! I doubt we'll ever speak again though," I said.

"He seems totally into you! Didn't you see him staring right directly into your eyes? Oh my gosh, that is like, definitely a sign that he likes you!" Amu giggled.

"Amu, seriously you've gotta stop reading those Teen magazines! They're just a bunch of baloney," I groaned.

"Are not! Now listen to me, Rima. This is your one and only chance to win Fujisaki's heart! He's never had a lover and neither have you! And now…and now…" Amu began to spasm out. Oh great.

"Amu, I can't! You know why I don't date boys! I promised to myself! I will never ever and I mean: never fall for any boys at all! Not even Fujisaki! I will hate him to death if I must!" I said, flipping some of my golden locks behind my shoulder.

"Puh-lease, Rima! You can't be serious, can you?"

"I am serious! Now, let me get to class before the teacher suspends me!"

"Fine. But I promise you Rima, you and Fujisaki will get married and have a honeymoon and then you'll have a beautiful child and…and…you know!"

"Whatever!" I said, walking off towards the opposite direction of class.

I didn't want to go to class. Not now. I may get suspended for skipping class again, but this was important. Amu's words seem to have gotten to me. Not good. If Amu's words were getting to me, then that means…I may actually have faith in her. Ugh, no way! Seriously I've got to pull myself together! Oooh, I know! I'll just go to the mall and shop! Maybe that will get things off my mind! Of course, I'll go after school.

I went behind the school and ventured down to the woods where there was a dirt path. I followed it until I was walking alongside a stone wall. I soon reached a huge round building: the Planetarium. I stepped over the chain with a sign attached saying: Do not enter. I then entered the Planetarium, shut the door closed, and took a seat. I stared at the ceiling filled with many realistic stars. This was like my thinking place. Nobody was allowed in here, but I went in anyway.

"Ah…peace and quiet…" I said with a sigh of relief. I slowly closed my eyes.

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"That's it! Mrs. and Mr. Mashiro, I am sorry to say that Mashiro Rima is forbidden to come to this school again!" Tsukasa said.

Normally Tsukasa was all calm and cheerful, but now…

"Mashiro Rima is expelled from Seiyo Academy!" Tsukasa concluded.

"What?! You said I would just be suspended!" I protested.

"I know what I said, but I found you in property that was closed off forever and you trespassed! That is against the law! I am sorry but this must be done! Terrible grades, poor behavior, breaking the law…I don't know what else to say!" Tsukasa buried his face in his hands.

Mother and Father were dead silent. Their eyes showed no emotion. They were stiff and hard like stone. It gave off a creepy feeling, making me scared. Tears were about to stream out of my eyes.

"Please…no…" I whispered.

"Rima, come on. We're going home…" Father said softly.

Mother grabbed my hand and yanked me out of Tsukasa's office. I was dragged out towards the gate of the school and pushed into my dad's car that was waiting outside. It was a silent drive home. Chills were repeatedly sent up my spinal cord. I knew what would happen. And it possibly couldn't have been good.

When we reached the house, my father grabbed a fistful of my hair and pulled me inside. I yelped in pain as I was thrown against the floor.

"How dare you do such things like this?" Mother screeched.

I then closed my eyes, praying to God for help. I screamed in pain as I was thrown everywhere, having things thrown at me…being punched and kicked and stabbed and scratched. The worst kind of abuse you can think of basically. When they were done, they left me on the living room floor, wincing in pain. I was bleeding terrible and I was in so much pain. This is why I couldn't fall for boys. They can't see the life I live. It…would be too horrible for them to bear. So now…all I can do is pray.

A/N: ...I don't wanna continue...well...I do...but that's all up to you. I will update this faster than the others because this is helping me gain ideas. So yeah. Hopefully this fic lends you some ideas as well...? This is obviously Rimahiko too~ w00t! And there will be a lot of it too so yeah...don't worry! Enjoy it while it's alive! ^^ Please review...? So that way I know how it's going so far~