AN: this is my first fan fiction ever . Should i continue this? If Ido should i have soul society hunt him down? ideas and criticism would be awesome. And my grammar isn't that good so forgive me. onegai!

Chapter one.

I feel sadness

And pain

Grief and anger

I tried to keep it to myself

Not wanting to burden anyone.

I know that you're not to blame

But the weight of the world

Was placed on my shoulders.

I wanted to hold it up by myself

I really tried.

I'm sorry to all that have died.

I killed Aizen.

The war is over for you guys right?

But not for me.

Since I used my full hollow form I now look like an Arrancar.

Soul society will probably hunt me down for what I am….

A Hybrid.

So I have to leave.

I'm sorry.

And I really did love a lot of you.

Tell everyone I'm sorry.

This is not your fault, my nakama, so don't blame yourselves.

Please don't come looking for me.

Gomenasai and….

Sayonara,

Kurosaki Ichigo.

AN: gomenasai for those who don't know means I'm sorry.

Nakama is friends or comrades