"The last thin he told me. Why. O why did I egnor it. I'm gust a would of been should of been and never ever will be. He was my knight in shining armor. I was the apple of his eye. We was just a step to close. he told me to believe in no one. And he was Right. Now I ask for the first and only time for god to help me though this struggle. Our Father, which art in heaven,Hallowed be thy Name. Thy Kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, As it is in heaven. Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us our trespasses, As we forgive them that trespass against us. And lead us not into temptation, But deliver us from evil. For thine is the kingdom, The power, and the glory, For ever and ever" as the last word is said my are sings down with a all mighty swing. Just for a practice. The peasant I nailed to a char has woken form his sleep. I don't know why he screams for help. Hear no one can hear you scream. I pull out a pair of extremely large sizer. I say "don't wore the more you stress the faster you blood pumps then it all comes out" I gag him to block out the failed attempt to scream. I raise the sizer again. I see the panic in his eye and then go for it wit a lot of force and a large amount of struggle they finely come of I look at him needle down. i pleased one of his fingers I just cut of on hiss lips. The facial exasperation he was pulling shod he was in grate pain. As I un gag him tears start to trick al down his face. Not many people last it this long but for the next part you must try to bled less" although he cry's a lot more than most of my maul subjects. I tern to my desk the man terns to me and says still crying "why me I don't know you" I pretend I never hear it. I skim read my report

DR R Trager (head of m and f development)(surgeon)

Subject 150

Pass test one level 5 pain - no caring

Pass test two level 16 pain - pass out

Fail test three dead -

Subject 152

Fail test one dead

Subject 153

Pass test one level 6 pain - crying for 6 min

The man repeats himself "why am I hear!" I look at him with rage he looks away the room is field with silence I stand and waltz to him mocking his as if to say look at me I can move. I grab a large clever put it to his thought. Just to scar him a little. I then. Neal down and look at his tows I whisper to him " relax it will heart a lot more if you hold the pain in" I tack hi trousers of and the pull down his boxers to his ankles. I move his pines out the way th man slams his legs shut. I move away from him and tern to my desk to find sum black rope o tie his legs to the legs of the char so his legs are open. I move his penis out of the way so his testicles are exposed. I ask him "would you like me to yous shears of butcher knife" he ripples "I would like my balls intact please" sounding like he was arguing with me$ I tack my knife and take a practice swing. The man has that look of panic in his eye. I focus on the job and say charmingly say "this is test two" and slowly cut of his testicles. With each incision you can her the screams get louder. He looks as if he's going to faint so I slap him with the knife and say "come on don't louse focus were nearly dune" I slap him agen to mack shout. The satisfaction from doing this sweeps over me like a thousand orgasms at one time. He starts to scream louder like is unbearable so I finis the job. He curses at me over and over I gag him and say "sorry of forgot this" I tern to my desk and right the results for Subject 153. "Subject 153 looks as if he is gowning to pass out" I say mockingly he looks at me as to say eat shit and die. I say to him dues Subject 153 have a name"