Disclaimer- I dont own Gravitation...But If I did mwuhahahahaha!
Warning1- Blood, angst, cutting, you know, that kind of stuff
Warning2- this warning is because it maybe sux so much that i have to warn ppl...My
first fic ever so please be nice
the song is called Unfinished by X Japan- I dont own that either...
thoughts
"talking"
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Yukis POW
Oh! I'm looking at you
can't control myself
nothing, but pain for me
I cant stand this anymore, he say that he loves me all the time, what is love? And what does it
mean to me... I just can't stand when people are nice to me. Don't ask me why cause I don't
know. But one thing am I sure of and that is that it have to stop.
"Shu, we need to talk.."
wipe your tears from your eyes
just leave and forget me
no need to be hurt anymore
"Sure Yuki, what is it?"
How am I supposed to tell him?... I know I have to. I dont want to se him hurt anymore...I
Know that if I leave him he will be able to live a happy life...no-one will yell at him, calling
him a brat and all that
go away from me now
I don't know what is love?
no need to be hurt anymore
"Why do you always have to be around me, I hate it. And when I hear you say I love you I
just fell like throwing up..."
"...Yuki, what are you saying?.."
you said, "I miss you so much
every night thinking of you
and facing loneliness"
But when you feel sadness
never can I stay with you
" Im saying that I dont love you anymore!"
I turn my back. I cant stand seeing those beautiful purple eyes full with tears.
I can hear him cry and fall to the floor, he just sits there and cries. Its heart wrenching to hear
someone crying like that, especially when its someone you care about.
"just go away...leave me alone..."
I cant live anymore...I got to end this suffering, whenever I met someone who smiles at me,
or when my fans say that they so love me, wanna have my babies it fells like im dying inside
I'm not the one you need
close your eyes and forget me
there's nothing I can do anymore
as the night was falling down
I lost my way
with my love also vanished my vision of you
my heart is cold now
I left the room and walked into the bathroom. I heard Shuichi get up from the floor and leave
the house. Now when Im alone I can end this...
I look in the shower, Ah, there it is I think as I reach out to grab a safety razor Stupid brat,
always shaving his legs
wipe your tears from your eyes
just leave and forget me
no need to be hurt anymore
you said, "I need you always
everyday thinking of you
and living loneliness"
So this is how it will end I put the razor to my wrist and let it rest there for a while. "Down
the road, not across the street" I mumble to myself as I let the razor dig into my flesh. My first
impression is pain but after some seconds It turns into pleasure. I wanna feel it again so I do
more and deeper cuts on both my wrists. I dont fell anything anymore. My body hits the cold
floor but it doesn't hurt. There's just darkness around me as I drift into death with
a smile on my lips Finally Im free
can't find my way
Little did Yuki know that some where a pink haired boy called Shuichi had just done the
same as him...
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So, what do you think? Should I try to write more or should I just lay down and die? First fic ever! Plzzz review!