I was led down on the couch with my drink on a table next to me with katie sat on a couch across the room from me, I looked past her and looked at the window, as the rain heavily and quickly hit it. I let out a quiet sigh but Katie heard it and looked over at me. She cocked her head to the side and looked at me with her confused face. She walked over and led next to me. She put her arm around me and I laid my head on her chest.
"It's okay Ems. It'll all be okay." She told me.
"No it won't. He's wrecked everything." I told her then burst into tears.
"Yeah he has, he's a knob. But I know that she loves you and that she will come back to you, everyone in this group knows that she loves you and he's just taking advantage of the fact that she's confused and in such a state. She'll be yours soon." Wow, she actually sounded rather intelligent at that moment in time, that is rather impressive.
"How do you know? You can't be sure" I squeaked out.
"Effy was talking to her the other night, asking what was going on, she said that she didn't know what was going on, that she needed time to think a-"
"She's had fucking years to fucking think Katie" I screamed.
"She needs time Ems, she'll realise it. He's everything she wants cause he's everything you ain'ts Ems and that's why she's gone for him, so she doesn't have to think about you and this whole situation, so that she can take her mind off it a bit, but soon, the guilt will set in and she won't be able to think about anything but you and the situation in her heart and mind." Wow that was the second clever thing she's said tonight. I never thought that I could talk to Katie about this sort of thing but I can. When she first found out, she would only talk to me to shout abuse at me, but she realised that I couldn't help being the way I am and she realised that I was hurting from being in actual love, I think that's what hit home in her, to make her see that her 7 minute younger baby sister needed help and needed saving. The wisest words that I've ever heard in my life, and the most comforting are from my sister, the sister that used to hate me and used to be a big homophobe but me and my sister are closer than anything now, but she still hates Naomi, and she hates her even more because she hurts me every day, she's voiced her opinion and dream about punching her in the face several times but that only happens when she really gets stressed and that's hardly ever these days, she's on pills to calm her anger down or something.
Me and Katie weren't going out as much as we used to do anymore because this whole Naomi and Freddie situation is messing everyone up and making everyone fall out. Naomi has fallen out with me obviously because of everything and Katie knows about how I'm upset so she hates Naomi even more, also Katie really likes Freddie so she isn't pleased with Freddie, nor is Cook because he likes Effy who likes Freddy who is upsetting her. JJ isn't happy because his friends are falling apart and because Naomi and Freddie are hurting one of his real friends who is me and Panda just doesn't know what to do anymore, she just stands there like a lemon at the back of us all trying to work everything but she can't.