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Ch1. The accident

I love you…tsukasa….

Tsukasa eyes shot open as the whisper in his ears died. Dead silence follow, darkness and the spaciousness of the large room only cave in on him, her absence was intimidating.

he lulled his heavy body off the bed, sliding his feet to the marble coolness. The coldness of December night brought nothing but pain.

Yes, he's alone right now, so desperate for her, yet fearful to meet her.

Her.

His Tsukushi.

He could just remember the past few month of horror, the excruciating pain of hearing her accident. It was the panic, the anxiety and distress of waiting outside the emergency room unnerved him to no end. The loudness of the ticking elegant swiss watch had him smashed it to pieces. His outlet of anger at the two hundred grand watch did not serve its purpose, rather it only further aggravated him, as the uneasy silence filled in. Nothing was louder than that. It was practically shouting in his face, as he could only worriedly pace back and forth at the emergency room entrance.

His friends could only look on, none were even attempting to calm him, as they knew nothing would work, and may even anger him more.

Yuki silently sobbed into Soujirou's chest, her shivering body was held tightly in his strong arms, as if he was willing away this situation, this fear that is foreboding in all their hearts.

Rui stared spaciously into the white wall, expressionless, and still. To others they may think he was simply in peace living in his own world, but on a closer look, the mismatch shoes, and untied laces, were too out of character told them otherwise. The slight trembling in his fingers only proves to show that he was in as much misery as Tsukasa was.

They waited what seems like an eternity before the light turned green and a nurse rushed out. Sweat covers her as she came to meet them. All of them rushed forward, hoping to gain some information on how Tsukushi is doing, and whether if she will survive. The doctor followed over after Tsukasa impatience got the better of him, and he started gripping and shaking the nurses' shoulder while he shouted out his questions.

"She is stabilized, but we will need to keep her in the hospital for a few days to monitor her health, and run a few more test on her."

"Can we see her?" came the meek voice of the desperate yuki whose strength seem to have left her, making her fully lean into Soujiro's support.

"Yes, once we have her transfer into a patient room, then you may," said the doctor as he walked away. The emergency door slid open and the others struck by the severity of the situation watched silently as a team of nurses' wheel out Tsukushi. With a rush, Tsukasa followed leaving behind relieved F4s, makino's family and yuki.

Rui slumped down onto the ground, leaning fully against the wall, he looked small compare to his usual tall stature. Everyone turn and stared at him, he slowly let out a relief chuckle, before his trembling hand pulled down his hood that covered his tear stained face.

Tsukushi…I miss you…

Tsukusa could only think this over and over, as he intimately held her small hand in his, carefully tracing each contour and lines of her palm.

It was 3 month, 3 days and 10 hour since Tsukushi has fallen into this state of unconsciousness. Yes she was in and out of her coma. For the first two month the others watch was pity in their eyes at Tsukasa, trying to get him to leave her side for rest and sleep, but he was reluctant. It was on the third month, after Soujiro convinced him that Tsukushi might find his unclean appearance repulsive did he return for brief shower. Work in New York were held off, leaving it temporary in the hands of his mother, as he attend to Tsukushi like a maid.

During the whole time Tsukushi stayed in the hospital, Tsukasa never really left. News were spread soon that the great Domyouji was staying there for the long term.

News spread, and soon his secretaries and Business associated came flocking by to give him their condolences and as well to bring attention to their own companies.

It had shocked his business partners, when they saw the great Domyouji wiping the face of his unconscious lover. It had scared his lawyer when he began combing through her hair. Every little detail and attention was all focus on the lady in the bed. His large clumsy hands fumble with each small task he executed out. This was all he could do to calm his anxiety and worries at the circumstance he has fallen in. Rui visited often, checking briefly on him, and nagging him to take a shower before Tsukushi awakes.

It was soon spring, and as Tsukasa once again began clumsily combing through her hair, did a lone tear fell from his face. Like a miracle the small weak hand that he held gripped weakly in his, and the eyes that he often find himself drowning in, opened.

"Tsukasa….?"

-to be continued-

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