Being With You Only Brings The Tears

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"I'm laughing at myself because I know why you were with me. You just said so yourself! 'I have a reason to be with you now Kor!' You only wanted me because you wanted more sex! Well you know what?! You got it ass hole! And I hope you're happy with all the times we did fuck because that's the last you're getting from me ever again! So go ahead and go off to your new school and fuck every girl there! I don't fucking care! Because you're not my problem anymore! We're through Dick!" Kory yelled before turning from him and beginning to walk off.

"That's not what I meant Kory!" Richard cried, grabbing hold of her wrist. Kory quickly spun around and slapped him, causing her wrist to be set free.

"Keep your filthy hands off me," she spat before turning once again and leaving.

"I don't feel any regret," Kory repeatedly thought to herself and ever time she did, the pain only got worse, but no; she wouldn't go crawling back to him.

"I'll never be enough for you, will I Richard?"

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"Carmen, what do you do when you don't want to feel the pain anymore?"

"I either drink or smoke, but I don't want you doing either of those things Kory."

"Then what should I do? Because even after all this time, I still feel the pain."

"All this time? It's only been like a week and your birthday is coming up, so you better start feeling better," Carmen told her sister before leaving her room while she lay there, curled up in the sheets while feeling the hallow throbbing of her heart.

"How can I start feeling better when I have no reason to?" Kory questioned aloud.

"Just don't go emo, black doesn't look that good on you," Carmen called from down the hall. Not wanting to have to feel the pain anymore, Kory closed her eyes and soon fell into a restless sleep.

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"I hate you."

"Richard don't say that because I know you truly don't mean it. You have to believe me when I say that I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I simply wanted you to get a good education," Bruce said sternly.

"How can you say you never meant for any of this to happen?! Splitting us apart and moving me to a different school brought it along! So yes, I can say that I hate you and I do hate you!" Richard yelled before turning to leave the office.

"Richard Grayson! Get back in here!" Bruce ordered.

"Fuck you," Richard spat before leaving the office and slamming the door behind him.

"God damnit!" Bruce yelled before running his shaky hands through his hair, messing it up as he did so.

"Maybe Kory can talk some sense into him," he thought before reaching for the phone.

"Absolutely not! I never want to see that bastard again!" Kory yelled over the phone.

"I think you're over reacting a bit Kory. All he did was tell you he was switching schools," Bruce said calmly.

"You think I don't want to see him because of that?!" Kory yelled.

"That's sure as hell what it seems like," Bruce said.

"I don't want to talk to that pig because he pretty much told me flat out that he was only with me for my sex!" Kory yelled.

"Richard would never do something like that!" Bruce protested.

"Know that I'd hurt you! Before I was stupid and wasn't thinking! I have a reason to be with you now Kor! That's what he told me. What else would he be talking about?! That's all he's ever wanted from me and now that he's had it he can just go off and fuck every girl his filthy hands can reach!" Kory spat.

"I just can't believe Richard would do something like this," Bruce mumbled.

"Well start believing because he did and its never going to change! That's all he'll ever want, just a good fuck," Kory said and even over the phone, Bruce could tell she was sobbing.

"Kory I'll talk to him-"

"Don't waste your time, I don't ever want to see him again," Kory cut him off before hanging up.

"I can't believe Bruce tried to get me to talk to that asshole!" she thought bitterly, staring at the phone that was clenched in her fist.

"I wish I could call Rachel, but she's in the hospital and I don't need to add to her pain… even though she probably heard the whole thing through the walls," Kory thought and looked down at the phone. No, she thought, it'd be better to just go see her instead of telling her over the phone and even then, she couldn't bare to see her friend in any more pain then she already was in. In the end, Kory decided that a walk and some fresh air would do her some good. As she looked through her clothes, Carmen popped her head in and said,

"If you try to leave the house in anything black, I'll send you right back upstairs to change," before continuing on her way to do whatever she had first set out to do. It came to Kory's attention that ever since the break up with Richard; her sister had been a lot more caring; even if she was still rusty on how to show it.

"Don't worry, I'm just going out to get some fresh air," Kory called to her sister who was soon standing in her doorway.

"Do you want me to come with you?" Carmen asked and Kory smiled.

"Thank you, but I'd rather just be alone for now," she said and Carmen nodded, showing that she understood.

"Alright, but I'll be checking your wrists every morning and night from now on," she threatened jokingly before leaving her younger sister to finish getting dressed.

"That bastard is lucky I haven't gone over there personally to beat his ass for what he did to Kory!" Carmen thought before continuing towards her room.

"I don't know when I'll be back, but I have my cell phone and house key," Kory yelled and after hearing her sister say it was fine, she left the house and began walking in the direction that didn't lead to Richard's house. Kory was dressed in a white summer dress that reached her knees along with a pair of white flats with a small bow on them. Her cell phone and keys were in her white bag that hung on her shoulder along with some money incase she decided she wanted to grab a bite to eat. Soon enough Kory reached mall.

"Funny, I don't remember walking over here," she thought, but shrugged it off and walked inside. Since it was summer, the mall was crowded with many people in shorts, tang tops, skirts, and other articles of clothing that didn't completely cover their bodies. Guys around her age were constantly checking out the female portion of the mall and she was tempted to give them a piece of her mind.

"Disgusting, the whole fucking lot of them," Kory muttered to herself, happy that no one heard her. As she continued to walk through the mall, Kory began to notice the eyes that watched her and the voices that whispered when she walked by. Even though it was summer, word had spread about her and Richard breaking up just like it would have in school. Only question was, who had started it?

"Hey there hottie!" a random guy called out to Kory and she bit her tongue to stop from going over there and cussing him out. She was just fed up with the male population at the time and didn't want anything to do with them.

"All because I let him hurt me again," Kory said, louder than she wanted because some people looked at her.

"Like oh my God! You're that Kory girl that got dumped by Richard! I heard about that!" an annoying high pitched voice giggled as Kory walked by.

"For you information I was the one that dumped that fucking man-whore," she spat and the girl looked at her while smacking her gum.

"I can't believe he actually got together with a freak like you when he could have had me," she said, her group of friends nodding.

"You can have him! I don't want to see that sex-hungry pig ever again," Kory said before turning to leave.

"Wait so like you've slept with him! Like my friend did too!" she laughed and Kory stopped.

"When did she sleep with him?" she asked.

"Like over the summer last year, she said he was a really good fuck," the girl said.

"Well I have something you can pass on for your friend. Richard would have wanted her to have it. I'm giving this to all of the slutie stuck up bitches that slept with him while we were still dating," Kory said before pulling her fist back and punching her square in the nose. The girl cried out in pain and people stopped to look over at them, whispering to each other.

"Hey aren't you that girl that Richard Grayson dumped?" some guy from the crowd yelled, though Kory couldn't tell who.

"Yeah! That means she's like single now!" another one yelled as Kory's blood began to boil.

"Who the hell said that! Why don't you come over here so I can give you a piece of my mind!" she yelled towards the crowd before mall security showed up and kicked her out of the mall.

"Great, just fucking fantastic. Can this day get any better?" Kory said, walking away from the mall.

"It's been a while Kory," a voice from behind her spoke and she recognized it at once.

"Leave me alone Roy, I'm not in the mood for your perverted ways," Kory said, continuing to walk.

"Word is you gave yourself up to Grayson and then he dumped you," Roy said, now walking next to her.

"He didn't dump me, I dumped him," she hissed.

"That's a shock, why'd you do it?" he asked.

"Because Roy! He only wanted me for my sex! And you know what?! He got it!" Kory yelled, turning to face him as tears threatened to fall from her emerald eyes.

"If he got it, I think it's only fair that I get it too," Roy said before crushing his lips against hers with a bruising force. Kory tried to push him off or pull away from him, but nothing was working. Roy simply continued to kiss her as he snaked his arms around her waist and pushed her up against the side wall of a near by building. He pulled back to breath before continuing to kiss her.

"There's no point in fighting, nobody will notice us and screaming won't do much either when his mouth is covering mine," Kory thought, tears now trailing from her eyes and down her pale cheeks.

"Don't cry baby, you don't have to fight it. I'll be good to you unlike Grayson and in return, all I ask you to do is give me what I want when I want it," Roy said, now kissing her neck. He bit into the flesh and Kory let out a whimper before he began to lick and suck that one spot.

"Please let me go Roy," she pleaded while he began to unzip her dress.

"I could have had you months ago, but Grayson got in the way of things. He isn't here now and I intend to have you now," he said, kissing at her collar bone while continuing to slowly unzip her dress. When Roy had finally finished unzipping Kory's dress, he was about to remove it, exposing her chest when she heard the sound of bone cracking and Roy was pulled away from her. Since Kory no longer had Roy there to hold her up, she fell to the ground and began to sob.

"Are you alright Kory?" someone asked her and she looked up, pleased to finally see someone she wanted to.

"No Xavier, I'm not alright," Kory said before crying into his chest. Xavier held her tightly before zipping up the back of her dress and picking her up bridal style.

"It's alright Kor, he won't hurt you again," he whispered to her before carrying her way from Roy who was left bleeding on the ground.

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Well I think that was a pretty good first chapter! I'm getting better at those you know. Anyway, hope everyone enjoyed the first chapter and be expecting this and MUCH more from me. Also, I hope everyone is ready for DRAMA because this year is going to be filled with it.

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Kattie