*°*Chapter I*°*
"Without Knowing It Would Happend"
A day in the Cross Academy. Yuuki couldn't sleep all night thinking about her feelings for Kaname, in how she wants to tell him, and that nothing will stop her now. This was the day. There's no turning back.
-Yuuki: I wish it was much easier. But Kaname is always so distant. I never know what he thinks and feels; as if he were too lenient with me ... Do I tell him...? Do I tell him how I feel? ...will he finally take me seriously? ... Yuuki said it with an air of depression. Zero, who is closer in distance of her and had heard everything tells her with a tone of not caring.
-daydreaming again? Stop it already!
- Zero! Sorry. Do we have to open the doors already?
-No-. He said while he turned down his head and went soothing his strong voice. –Is not already the time.
-Then why do you scold me?- Yuuki said in a tone of complaint to Zero. He turned of a sudden and started walking slowly to her.
-You seem so pathetic to me, if you love him that much go and tell him you do. The worst thing he can say is that he does not feel the same.
-Zero ... - said Yuuki surprised, and somewhat defeated by his words. –I had no idea that you'd heard me just now, but don't say it as if it were so easy! You've never loved someone like this, knowing this is the person you just want to be with, no matter what or whom, and that person does not even see you, and you know he'll never noticed you, that you just never… will be good enough to satisfy him.
A tear rolled down the cheek of Yuuki. Zero, whose heart melt just with the only sound of her voice felt in duty to do something, he wanted to hug her, to comfort her in his arms and never let her go, while saying that he does know the feeling of loving someone and not being correspond, to make her realize that she meant to him what Kaname meant to her. But his pride, that stupid pride that made him avoid every gesture, every word and every joy that could come out of that time. While he made a sound with his mouth in exasperation and walked away from her with his hands in his pockets. As he said in a low voice while he was going away ...
-I want your hands, your face, your body, your fragile and beautiful small body, which need protection from breaking, I want to be that protection, I want to take your face and introduce myself in it for the first time, joining our mouths as a symbol of our curiosity, our immaturity, our desire to learn. See you in the eyes and do not close them 'till I feel accepted to you, attracted, weakened... loved-.
Every step he made was a twinge in his so damaged heart, he knew she was in love with Kaname, but he had to try, had to prove himself that she did not feel anything for him! He turned, walked away from the previous course and returned with Yuuki, he said her name as he walked with quick step. She turned with the doubt of Zero's tone of voice, but before she got turned completely, he putted one of his hands on her shoulder to turn her abruptly, when she got in front of him he placed his both hands on her shoulders and told her;
- Why don't you tell him what you feel Yuuki? You know that he also has feelings for you. But what makes you doubt so much?
-Zero, I have no idea of what are you talking about. Let me go-. She said scared. But Zero interrupted her holding her shoulders further.
- Do you have feelings for someone else? Maybe you are not sure of what you feel for him because there's someone else in your mind-. Zero began to make her fall in love with his eyes; He could not stop watching Yuuki's lips. - Is there anyone else with whom you imagine with? - Dropped her shoulder to stroke her hair gently –Is there anybody else who you would like to embrace?-. Let the other shoulder and began to stroke her chin. –Is there somebody else ... who you want to ... kiss?-. After saying that Zero began to approach slowly and sensually to Yuuki, she was frozen, not knowing what to do. she knew that the bond between her and Zero was very strong, but now that she knew how he felt, she was not sure of her feelings for Kaname, in that time she could only think about kissing Zero, her lips began to get hot and thirsty from the touch of Zero's, she putted her hands over his face and began to hasten the speed with which he carried his mouth to hers, but in that moment, Zero felt a chill in his body ... It could not be! The vampire instincts had come again! And just at that moment! If they kiss ... he could lose control of his thirst for blood, and he could not afford to live having done that to Yuuki. He stood wildly and without saying a word, leaving Yuuki confused and not knowing what was happening. While he walked away saying to himself how silly he thought he was.
-Wait!-. She said. Zero turned astonished, saying her name. She started walking toward to him saying;
-What did just happen? I do not understand, that was just so... I just do not understand, you approach me that way, and I did believe that ... that ... (looks depressed) Zero ... what you were going ... to do?
-weren't busy enough, thinking about how to tell your feelings to Kaname?
-my feelings? ... To Kaname, sempai
-With him is where you should be, I'm not the one who…
-Shut up! What were you going to do Zero? Perhaps you were going to take more of my blood? ... Do it! I don't care, I want you to be happy Zero... and to survive, you need me, you need my blood ...
-You're wrong! Is not you blood what I need to survive, I just…
-Zero, what do I have to do to see your smile ... to see you being happy?
-What I need to smile is ... no, never mind, better forget it.
-Tell me, we are ... friends, so tell me please (Zero looked at her, hugged, and kissed her quickly, he separated and sat looking in another direction to Yuuki,g amazed by what just happened, she sat beside him, with her both hands took his face and kissed him again, Zero was surprised, he gave a hug back and kissed her deeply, and break off for a second.
-Yuuki Why did you do that? -. He kissed her passionately again without letting her answer. –Now I don't think I may be able to stop…-.
-Then don't stop... -. Zero got surprised again, surprised of her determination, what was her motivation at that time? What was happening to her?
Zero suddenly remembered how she was a while ago for Kaname, he felt so betrayed, as if she wanted to use him to forget about Kuran. He felt so angry, yet he felt so weak. His heart was beating rapidly, his hands were trembling and sweating, he felt as if he couldn't breathe, he felt thirsty and full of inexplicable pleasure ... what was happening?, why if he was so furious at the same time was full of a desire that ran down his body while kissing Yuuki?, He didn't wanted to let her go, he embraced her further and further, while Yuuki, blushing for what was going on asked him;
-Is everything alright Zero?
-Is nothing Yuuki, just let me stay like this for a moment, please just let me hold you in my arms significantly until you leave again-. He said as he began to feel mourn, not wanting her to see that part of him, and don't wanted her because of how good person she was, to feel in duty of being with someone like him. But Yuuki, realizing all, hugged him too, as she said;
-don't think about the future or think about the past either Zero, please tell me ... what do you want me to do, to make you happy? -. Zero separated a bit of her, watched her face, and with a smile disguising the sadness he said;
-Yuuki, I ... I'll be happy with any decision you make. I'll be happy with just one smile from you, one of those that you emanate when you feel someone need it-. But his smile seriously changed. –And also ... I'll be happy if you forget everything that just happened please...-. Yuuki saw him amazed; she couldn't believe what he had said, why did he ask her that after they kissed like that? Perhaps... perhaps he had repented?
-I'm sorry Zero, but I will never forget it... I don't want to do it, because after so long, at last I could understand some of your feelings, and part of mine too, I have been so blind to the shadow of a man who can't take me seriously, so blinded by my love to him, that I couldn't see how you felt, and… what you make me feel... Zero, do you actually want me to forget about this? If that is your truly wish, I ...-. Zero interrupted timidly kissing her, a kiss without passion, full of a nostalgic feeling and immersed in tenderness, as he putted his hands on her face and she putted her hands on his back, the kiss started to become bright, then started to become deep and passionate, now she held her arms around his neck, and he began to hold her waist, the moment was perfect ... but Zero began to feel like his neck was almost impossible to bear with the thirst, he walked away from Yuuki quickly before his vampiric instincts would take control over him, he pushed her away while his eyes turned in a bloody red hue ...
-Get away from me Yuuki, I'm afraid it's too late for someone like me ...
-Ask me anything, but please don't ask me to do that, having already reached this point, do you seriously want us to hold back?
- Don't you understand Yuuki? If we continue, I ... I ... -. Yuuki pushed aside her hair, and showed her neck fully nude to him.
- I know Zero, and I want ... I want to make this happen, please ... take all you want, take my blood, my body... Take the desire that's overflowing of my hands but do not walk away now, now that we've got here... Please!...- Yuuki couldn't hold back the tears rolling down her cheeks at her mourn, Zero couldn't help it, he was becoming weaker to the desire, he couldn't hold back, not anymore, and there was no turning back ... He approached her, hugged her and kissed her neck, she was scared and looked at him in a confusing way.
-Yuuki don't worry, I won't take your blood yet, first let me...-. Not daring to finish the sentence took one of his hands and stared at hers, at a distance of 2 cm from each other.
- What do you want to do to me first?-. Asked fearfully-
-You're only a girl, who aims to play the grown up one.
-Maybe, but I want to make you happy Zero ... I do not care what I should do to achieve it... and well...-. She said as she removed her school bag. –Anyway, It's something we both want to happen ... right?
- What are you doing idiot? -. Zero said while he couldn't understand what happened to Yuuki, he were so amazed at how it all turned out like that, that he couldn't even move.
-If you do not want anyone noticing then go in here-. She said as she drove him to the barn in which Zero used to spend hours and hours thinking, pushed him and make him fell on a cash that cushioned the fall, she was on top of him trying to take the control, but was too nervous, she had taken the initiative, but was staked on what should do next... Zero smiled, he just loved how her placid innocence left the impulse of taking control over him, he loved that part of her, sat down and gave her a kiss on the forehead marking authority, now she was the one who trembled, he thought she looked so adorable.
-We don't have to do this, if you do not want or are not ready.
-Please, Zero, stop trying to avoid it-. She said while putting his hand on one of her small breasts, She was so flushed that the air was cut in her throat, she stared down because of how ashamed she was, she felt she was the only one who wanted this to happen, but she was wrong ... Zero could have taken so long ago the lead, he knew she would yield to it in one form or another since the first of their kisses, that he could make her his own without stumbling, and without asking her too. The only reason he didn't, the only thing that held his strong carnal desire was how in love he was with her, the blindness that would not allow him to do something against the will of the woman he loved, despite if it was with another person he would be willing to sacrifice his feelings to see her smile for real. If she wanted to take the lead, she could do it, because he would be her servant until the end of the world, her faithful ally, the shadow of a boy who just fall for her.
-Yuuki, do you mind if I, take the lead?
-Do-Don't say things like that, I know I can do it ...
-I know (sarcastic) but I want things to go a little more gentle, this set of sharp movements is not good for someone who is new in this kind of things...
-Zero, are you a virgin?
-Hahaha, if you want me to be ... -. He said as he began to unbutton her blouse with his mouth, Yuuki realized that he had experience, that somehow he had it, but she began to ignore that thoughts, she was so focused on how he had finished with her shirt that the sweat began to sprout out from her neck, he looked at her and smiled, she was happy to see him smile, it's not something she was used to see after all.
-You know… There's nothing sexier than seeing a woman sweating.
-Zero you pervert! Don't say things like that when you're about to ... about to...!
-What? Come on; say it out loud...-.
-Zero this is too cruel-.
-But you like it Yuuki, just look how your breast is at this time, it's little nipples protruding from your tender bra-. He said while unbuttoning lustful back of it, her breasts were exposed to his eyes, they were so small and delicate, Zero began to fondle one of them while playing with his tongue on the other, going around in circles on it, sucking occasionally with his soft lips, he loved Yuuki's reactions, who was gushing sweat on her face, biting one of her fingers to avoid screaming or making any noise, all with just playing with her chest.
Yuuki had never felt this way, she felt in her body a heat that was unbearable, something completely new, she started to feel in a strange way in the middle of her legs, she pressed both as if that might do something. Zero realized that reaction and without saying a word to not embarrass her, he started to go down to where she felt like losing control, and began to unbutton her skirt.
-Zero ...
- Want me to stop?
-N-no, but ...
-Don't feel ashamed, you have a beautiful body-. Slipped her skirt to remove it completely from her body, and also slid slowly the black boxer who was already stained in fluid, he could not bear the tender, could he seriously take her precious gift? He didn't even feel worthy, but it was his desire that couldn't let him get away, she joined her legs in shame, he smiled and slowly opened them again, he introduced his face between her legs and kissed her with great caution in her clitoris, Yuuki jumped of emotions, looking back very ashamed, surprised by her reaction, Zero lifted his head slightly but an exalted Yuuki told him;
- Don't stop! Please just don't stop, I beg you Zero! -. He returned with a sensual face that left her speechless, he sack slowly his tongue while only stroking it to her labia, without removing his gaze from hers he began to move his tongue as if he was eating an ice cream, upward, up again, first slowly and carefully and then increasing the intensity, began to lick it so wildly, he used both hands to open her legs even more, Yuuki could not believe the joy that came over her, she felt like she was going to go crazy. He opened his mouth and tried to dip his tongue as he could into her vagina, when he felt like it was deeper enough he started to make deep circular movements within it. They felt like there was no time, he carried no hurry; both hearts were beating so loud they could hear each other when approaching their bodies. Yuuki felt a boil over high heat, a large chest annealed, it was so inexplicable! She had reached the climax with Zero's oral sex and she felt so dirty of liking it, she felt like she had run miles, panting and gasping and sweating was also appearing throughout her body, Zero raised his face, she could see how he, for the first time in his life left her see him blushing, he was also sweating, his whole face was covered in sweat, she smiled as she said between gasping;
-You're blushing Zero ...
-Shut up that's not true.
-As you say Zero, but now I think it's my turn, to make you feel good-. She said as she unzipped his fly, but Zero replied;
- Do you really think that in your first time ... I could let you do something like that?-. He took her arms and lay her on the straw, then he laid his body over hers carefully trying not to hurt her, he started rubbing his body against hers gently, up and down, all those swinging movements couldn't prevent his penis to show up from his pants, Yuuki felt it, despite her nerves she were so curious, she felt like the girl who didn't know about the subject, just like Zero said it before...
-I don't know if I can take anymore Yuuki.
-Do it Zero ... I'm, I'm ready ... -. Zero felt some pressure in his chest, stood up, took off his shirt, completely removed his girdle and dropped his pants to the floor, Yuuki saw him with astonishment, "that" stood out too much of his boxer. He putted himself back on her.
-Try to relax, okay? -. He said as he turned to kiss her moving her head where she couldn't see and therefore make her relax a bit, dropped enough of his underwear to make his member into the air, spun his hands to her, got into position and drove his body inside her, Yuuki shouted impulsively but Zero could hide her screams with his lips, he moved no more, ceased to kiss her and said with an expression of "sorry" in his face;
- Are you okay, or want me to better...?
-Zero... -. Interrupting him exactly as he did with her before, make him stay in silence with a kiss, followed by her arms around his back as if she didn't had anything else to cling to.
He understood completely, and kept moving his body in and out of her, touching her with his strong and big hands, He felt like she would break, but he couldn't stop himself, when one of the two seemed to make the slightest sound they shut each other with a kiss. When Yuuki was taking breath, he continued motivating her with passionate kisses on the neck or licking her nipples in a tendered and delicate way. Time just stopped, they neither felt the hours, both exhausted without stopping their bodies, she looked into his eyes, and then looked down blushing, before this he asked her what was happening, and Yuuki responded tenderly;
-You know… There's nothing sexier than seeing a man sweating-. Zero blushed and looked to another way, he wasn't used to it yet, he does not understood how that was happening, how he was awake and it wasn't a dream, but then, something buzzed inside him that made him tremble, made him get frozen in fear, "that" he had been preventing from happening from the moment they kissed... the fucking instinct, but his body no longer obeyed his mind, he began to move more robust and stronger, more and more, more, more, more, more! Yuuki began to feel the roughness and saw how the color in Zero's eyes had change, but it was too late, even if it was given the chance to escape she no longer wanted it, both were about to get to the climax and none was going to stop, Yuuki had found a happiness that was almost impossible to bear, she had trouble breathing, felt her chest would explode, could not bend her legs, put her hands on Zero's back and approach her chest to his, hanging her arms around his neck, and whispering...
-Do it ... do not hold it, Zero.
-Yu-Yuuki ... -. He said, while feeling the same pressure on his chest, his body's movements had increased rapidly and continued in that way, increasing more and more, when the annealing was at the breast of both Zero couldn't contain himself and upon arrival the climax… Blood flowed slowly from Yuuki's neck, pleasure was at a point so ridiculously huge for both, that at the climax he had plunged his cold fangs into the skin of the woman he loved. Zero was sucking, slowly and then wiping with his tongue, they had found a new point of connection between their souls, both human while feeling draining and vampire while sucking, that act was much more pleasant than even making love, and these two young people had not realized it until that moment.
Everything would have been like a fairy tale, but in reality, different endings occur, and perhaps the presence of a third spectator who was hiding in the shadows of one of the murals, could change the happy final for both, happiness that neither Yuuki or Zero had ever found in their lives…