Elsa's POV
Every day was the same. I'd eat my meal then I'd be sent to my room to control my powers. I knew I couldn't control them. I had tried and tried over and over again over the past years. Sitting with my back to the door I would cry sometimes but I was getting better. But there was one fact that was true to me, but I just didn't want to face. Anna couldn't love me anymore.
Who can blame her if she did?
All of the sudden I stopped talking to her or having any interaction at all just because she wouldn't slow down.
Why didn't she slow down? Why was my weakness those words she'd say grinning at me? "Do you wanna build a snowman?"
Perhaps it was because our parents were always busy and being the young girl that I was, I wanted attention. I don't know
She doesn't even know what happened. She doesn't remember. A shiver and a soft gasp escaped my mouth, not because I was cold though- like that would happen- but because I was frightened. I'd never have a child so I wouldn't have an heir. I was dangerous, freezing things in an instant.
Stupid powers cornering me, how rude.
Probably kill a baby if I held one. Most of the girls outside hated me. Always said 'I thought I was too good for them and that's why I didn't come out.' And 'what a bad queen I was going to become.' I wanted to prove them wrong. Prove that I wish I had their lives. Be a normal girl with no powers. That thought made me chuckle.
Yea, fat chance that could happen. Keep dreamin' Elsa
My thoughts were interrupted when I heard a soft tap on the door. I turned my head from my hugging knees position.
"Who is it?"
"It's me, your mother, your father and I would like to speak with you." This happened everyday but her tone of voice was so different. I couldn't help but be a little frightened of letting my parents inside.
Not like I really have a choice.
They were King and Queen and these were there rules and their kingdom. I stood up and turned towards the door unlocked it and slowly opened it to where they could see half of my face staring at the ground.
"Can we come in?" asked father. I slowly backed away dragging the door with me my eyes still glued to the ground. They stepped inside and father closed the door.
"How are you doing?" I furred my eyebrows,
"What do you mean?"
"With your power, Elsa, with your powers."
His voice was already sounding irritated.
"I'm never going to make any progress," I shurugged, "You both already know that." They both stared at me astounded by my words and I had to admit, I was shocked of the snap.
"Ok, well you know what?" said father his voice was getting louder.
"That doggy door we put in is for you."
And I thought me having powers was weird.
I lifted a brow, "Wait I'm confused," Mother pulled father back pulling herself in front of him.
"It's for your meals." She stated. "One of these days you are going to hurt your precious sister Anna again! You don't want that do you?" I gasped and found both of us with tears in our eyes.
"So- I" I looked at them enraged by them taking away what little freedom I had. "Get out!" They both stared wide eyed. "You don't even want me, do you? You wish you never had me?"
"No Elsa It's nothing like-"
"YOU LIAR! You wish you never had me! You're locking me in my room for the rest of my life. All I can see- All I can see is…" I stared towards the window and hiccup.
"Ugh… You're acting like Jack Frost!" father yelled.
"I don't know who he is, but I sware if you ever compare me to him again!"
Out of anger I formed a wall of ice in the room pushing my parents towards the door and shutting them out for good.
You don't want me? Well I don't want you either then.
I held my self in the corner feeling darkness around me. I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
Author Note:
I know I haven't updated for my other fanfic but I'm really debating on what should happen next. This idea for a Jelsa fanfic just came to me so please deal with it. Review if you enjoyed!
