Chapter One.
Dear Diary,
Hey it's been awhile huh but I am going through some major stuff right now and could do with a friend. Ok so today was my last day in Phoenix, my last day with the sun and my last day with my mom. God I hope she will be ok I worry about her so much.
Right now I'm on the plane heading for Forks I cant tell you how much that fills me with dread. The awful weather teamed with serious alone time with Charlie is scaring me to death. What am I going to find to talk about with him? I mean during every summer he's spent with me we both found it hard maintaining a conversation, what's it going to be like living with him?
Oh god and I had the worst time at check out. I have brought with me one bag and a cactus which got me some seriously weird looks. I guess I brought the cactus as a symbol of all I have left behind…the sun and desert. I loved Phoenix so much god I wish I was there now. This stupid plane stinks and the guy sat next to me is annoying.
To make matters worse I have just found out Charlie has enrolled me into a new school…great! I'll have to start all over again and I probably wont make any friends. They've already formed their little cliques and I'll be the outsider. I should have been born blonde and tanned with blue eyes maybe then people would take notice of me. Instead I got average hair and looks could my life suck any more?
The captains just announced we will shortly be in Port Angeles maybe I should start thinking of things to talk about on the way down to Forks in the police cruiser of all things. There goes my hope of being unnoticed. Anyway I guess I will leave it here for now and write more later.
Bella.
It's 12.43am right now and I cant sleep. The rain is beating down so hard it's deafening. I hate the rain!!! The drive here was as bad as I thought we hardly spoke at all.
One of the good things to come out of today was Charlie got me a car, well it's a truck really but I really like it it's cool. I also got to meet Jacob Black he's my age and lives down on the reservation at La Push. His dad is Billy who Charlie kept trying to remind me that I knew but I just couldn't remember the guy.
This town is too quiet there's not a sound. I miss the traffic and people. It feels like I'm all alone here, well I guess I am in a way.
There's something else keeping me awake…school. I start in the morning and my stomach is doing insane back flips every time I think about it. I guess I really should try and get some sleep it's gonna be a long day tomorrow.
Bella.