I slowly slipped on my black old navy jeans and my new black converses.
"Youre useless."
"You are the most ugliness gay fag I've ever seen!"
"Why are you still breathing?"
"You don't deserve to be on this earth. The world is better without you. You are just wasting your breath."
I wiped my silent tears away and grabbed my glasses off my dresser. I don't deserve this. Im just an human being, just like everyone else. I don't deserve to be bullied. I don't deserve to be beaten. I don't deserve to be treated differently from everybody else. I deserve to be loved. To be protected by my love ones. Riker only care about himself and girls. He kicked me out my own room, just to have sex with a girl. In my bed. All because he didn't feel like going in his dirty filthy room. Im not like Rydel and Rocky, Mom and Dad's favorite. Rydel is the beauty queen of the house. She would walk around in the fashioned clothes, that I never knew she had, and talk about how we need to change our outfits to something that would impress. Rocky is the one that is very responsible and the two goody two shoes of the house. Also, what Riker calls it, the snitch. Rocky wont hesitate to tell on you so he could look good. That's why he was the one that got his first cell phone before all of us. I was the last. Even Ryland and Rydel's boyfriend, Ellington does the same thing, but all my siblings combined. Its like they look over me, play mean pranks on me, and even helped the stupid football players to bully and beat me. They call me a cry baby for crying. I even came home with an black eye and an busted lip, and my parents didn't do anything about it. They never even asked.
I slowly slipped on my black jacket and went towards Riker's wooden locked box. I tipped toed towards it and slipped out one of Rydel's hair pins I stole from her. Playing girly fashion show actually paid off. I carefully grabbed the box and slid the pin in the lock and unlocked the box. Riker turned over in his bed, falling back asleep. I sighed an sigh of relief as i slowly opened the lid, to reval an black 9 mm gun. I slowly grabbed it and stuffed it in my jacket pocket. I closed and locked the box, putting it back and started tip toeing towards the window. Everyone was sound asleep. Rain wont wake them up, right? I opened the window and hopped out. I was running away. I don't know where yet, but I do know that I cant stay here any longer. I grabbed the gun out my pocket and cocked it. It was fully loaded. Perfect. I got protection and I got myself. The heavy pouring down rain smacked on me and my jacket as I started walking into the rain, by myself, towards an close by shelter. If I'm by myself now, I will be by myself forever because that's okay. Cause it doesn't matter anyway.
Hey, my very first fanfiction. Wow! Well, tell me what you think...