"Stop, don't kill her! Please, she's my everything..."
"Ara, ara! You seem so desperate! How about if I stab her here?~"
"STOP IT!"
"Natsu, stay back!"
"Like hell I'm leaving you!"
"Don't I deserve to die?! Please Natsu.."
"I've had enough of this bullshit! DIE!"
"NOO!"
This is a story about a young high school boy named Natsu. He doesn't experience anything until he met Lucy, the most popular girl in school. This story will be rated M, for violence, swearing and (its official) lemon.
Bold= Author's Note(A/N)
Italic= Memories/Flashbacks
Underline= Time Periods
Italic + Bold= Normal P.O.V
I'm Natsu, a student at Fairy Tail High. Oh, but not just your average student. Found by Igneel and left by Igneel, everyone avoids me and calls me weird names; "loser", "gloomy". Yup, I'm just your average nobody. Been 7 years since I've fucking smiled, been a year since I wanted to kill myself.
But why am I not dead yet? I feel like there's something holding me back; like there's a reason I should still live. Is Igneel out there somewhere? No, even better; her.
Everything I see; it's always like a black and white film. I cannot feel anything; whenever someone insults me, I wouldn't care. I'm emotionless like a robot. Why was I like this? Why was I such happier before Igneel left?
But everything had to change when I met her.
First Day of School:
As I woke up, I thought to myself, oh boy, another day of school. I looked at the alarm clock and realized, it's almost time for class.
"Godammit, this is the 7,391st time!" I yelled as I grabbed my school uniform, grabbed my toothbrush, and made toast. The toast took a while, so this is the perfect time for me to get changed. I brushed my teeth and took the toast with me as I ran to school.
I probably didn't noticed there was someone running to school, because when I opened my eyes, I was on the floor. "O-Ow, that hurt.." There seemed to be someone next to me. They sounded like a woman.
Right. Pretend like you have emotions, Natsu.
I got up.
"I'm truely sorry, this was all my fault." I "apologized" as I reached my hand out for the mysterious woman.
As she looked at me, I just completely felt something strange.
...
Who is this woman? Why do I feel like this? She looks so beautiful; chocolate eyes, golden hair, big breasts. She looks like an angel. Now I should feel truly sorry.
..
Am I... in love?
She reached for my hand. It's small compared to mine. I got her up.
I just can't stop staring at her. 7 years since I felt emotion. No, for the 17 years I've been alive, I never felt love. Whenever a girl asks me out, I just straight up turn her down.
"Are you okay?" She asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine. So what's-"
"Shit, I'm gonna be late for school!" She yelled as she ran towards MY school.
"Hold up!" I ran towards her. "What's your name?"
"It's Lucy. Lucy Heartfilia."
Right after meeting her, it just felt like my entire life changed; I felt love for the very first time. I can see colors. Who is Lucy Heartfilia? I feel like I should get closer to her just to make me happier. Was that the only time I can see her? Will I ever see her again?
..
It turns out I will.
I tried to look at the list of people in classes as many people kept pushing me.
"Move, dammit!" I yelled as I push them as well.
I somehow did not succeed, and got kicked out of the group of people.
Sucks already, does it? I did not care about who was gonna be in my class anymore. Like, does it really matter? No, because I'll be in the same class with annoying idiots I want to kill.
I've heard too much about popular students and smart students being in the same class as me. "I want to be in the same class with them" can be heard too many times.
...
Then it got all silent.
"Lucy Heartfilia is in the same class as Natsu Dragneel?!"
"Who's Natsu?"
"You do NOT want to be friends with him."
"Damn, why is he so lucky to have Lucy in the same class with him?!"
"You're making it sound like she's his girlfriend."
"And he has to be in the same class with Gray-sama and I!"
New info learned: Lucy Heartfilia is in my class! I think this school year might change, I hope we have some interactions with each other. Was she the one holding me back when I needed to kill myself?
Is Lucy going to be the one who will revive my heart? What will we even do? Hopefully, I will interact with her more.. and I hope no one gets in the way between me and Lucy... because I swear if they do... I won't hurt them.. I will kill them.
The worse part is; we're in our third month of school.. and it looks like she does not remember me! Why is that? Am I not important to her? I will talk to her, and I will make her remember me. So much, that SHE WON'T FORGET.
So, how is the story so far? Good bad? Either way, I tried.
A Yandere is a girl/boy who loves someone too much; they will kill for them, no matter the cost. Basically, they are desperate to do anything, and I mean, ANYTHING just to get their loved ones to notice them.
^Pretty scary, right?
Chapter 2: I'd love to
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