I awoke sobbing! There I was finding myself on the floor of my bedroom sobbing so hard my chest hurt and I felt like I had received a sucker punch to the stomach.

"Je…" I began to say, but what was I going to say?

Je? Je what?

It was on the tip of my tongue "Je…" I tried again.

I didn't know why but I had to finish what I was trying to say.

I failed time and time again, the more I tried the more tears fell to the floor and I sobbed harder.

Suddenly it hit me. It hit me like the biggest ton of bricks that could ever be created. This massive headache. It was so nauseatingly painful I had to dart to the toilet and vomit food I had no memory of eating…not that I could identify it.

"My head…." I mumbled in a raspy voice pressing my fingers to my temples.

Feeling the need to do something I crawled to the tub and turned on the shower. Ice cold water was drenching my once neat hair, but its effect was soothing on my ruthless headache.

After a couple minutes I turned off the water and yanked a towel out of the hanger then stumbled my way onto bed. Not thinking again of whatever word I was desperately clinging onto, nor the reason I was sobbing, and ignoring this feeling of emptiness in my chest.

"I'll sleep it off and clear my head in the morning" and fell onto my pillows.

In the morning, I still felt slightly ill, I definitely looked it.

"Susie?" said my mother with a touch of concern. "Are you feeling alright?"

I nodded "Yeah…I just had a difficult night sleeping…"

"But you look sick. Honey why don't you take today off from school?"

I shook my head. "I'll be alright"

Normally I would jump at the opportunity to miss class however….

I didn't know…something didn't feel right and I wanted to ensure that everything was normal.

I got into the car with my step-brothers and stayed quiet the whole way. All this thinking was giving me a headache, it was as if all of a sudden everything was a blur, I wasn't sure if what I did yesterday was a dream or a reality.

My morning continued on peacefully, I walked around the courtyard and everything in Junipero Serra Mission Academy seemed like it was normal…yet I couldn't shake the feeling that something was-

Suddenly I was spun on my heel and straight toward a pair of lips that sought out mine.

"Good morning Suze!" he said and leaned in further to give me a quick kiss.

SLAP!

The morning was silenced by my hand making contact with this guy's face. I felt everyone's eyes on me, but the only eyes I was focused on were Paul's.

He looked at me with astonishment still holding his stinging cheek not uttering a word.

I didn't know why but I just felt so angry towards him! As if he had taken something important from me away or if he did something-but what? I didn't remember or know but I definitely felt rage towards the young man that stood before me.

"Suze…?" he said in a tone of betrayal

After moments of silence and still no words exchanged, I turned back on my heel and ran for the bathroom. Without much to vent with I threw my backpack on the ground and kicked it as hard as I could.

I was so confused and angry! I knew Paul was my boyfriend but what was this feeling of anger I was feeling towards him!?

The door to the bathroom opened, I turned to look at the new comer.

It was my good friend Cee Cee.

"Did you and Paul get into a fight?" she asked worried. "Is it about…you know…" her face turned pink "is he…"

Figuring out what she was trying to suggest I quickly answered in disgust "Uh no way!"

She sighed and her skin turned back to normal "Oh okay, well then what happened? You two seemed fine yesterday."

"Yesterday!?" I repeated excitedly. "What was I doing yesterday!? What do you remember!?"

Cee Cee looked at me worried "You're not feeling well today, are you Simon?"

I scowled unintentionally.

"Wow hey! No need for that look! Sorry, I know you've been feeling a lot of pressure lately because of that medical program you're trying to get into"

I was doing that…?

Oh yeah…I'm trying to get into Med School. All of a sudden a lot of memories seemed to start flowing back to me making me a little dizzy.

I held my balance by leaning on the bathroom sink.

"You okay Simon? Maybe I should take you to the nurse to rest for a little bit"

I nodded and leaned on her as she lead the way to the infirmary.

"What about Paul and I?" I asked her "Have he and I been fighting or something?"

She shrugged "Well your time has been constricted lately and he doesn't like that but overall I don't think you two have ever really fought. You've been together since he moved here."

My eyes popped and I stared at her in shock.

Cee Cee laughed a little "You really need to get your head checked out"

"Then why did I slap him?"

Cee Cee shrugged "I don't know, why did you?"

My face scrunched up "I was…mad at him…"

"Why?" said Cee Cee as we entered the nurse's office

"I don't know" I mumbled.

Cee Cee spoke with the nurse and I lied down on one of the beds.

Staring at the ceiling and I recounted what I knew.

I was trying to get into Medical School.

I was Vice President of my class.

My grades were top notch.

I may or may not still have a boyfriend.

Geometry was my favorite subject.

Oh yeah, and I could talk to ghost's.

I had clear memories of all these things but they didn't feel real. Something was up.