It annoyed Chaos to no end. How his master denied self-indulgence of that blonde pilot he so pined for. He would stare longingly at the other man beneath the safety of his dark hair dreaming of sugar sweet love he wished they would share. How Vincent craved, needed, wanted Cid. Whispered and moaned and cried in dark silence of his bedroom late at night pleasuring himself beneath the sheets imagining the pilot's mouth around him. It made Chaos sick to see Vincent chaining his broken heart to the one man he wanted more than any and yet would never have. Cid was content with his wife and Vincent would not about to come between them. Though it pained the gunner to pay them visits watching them hold hands and touch, kiss and smile at each other with the love he craved.
Tres masochistic, Chaos mused.
"Hey there buddy!" Cid clapped a hand on Vincent's shoulder wearing the same cocky old smirk. "Whatcha been up to man? It's been awhile since just you and I hung out and talked.. well, man talk I guess."
Vincent couldn't help but crack a smile. "Nothing, truly."
Chaos could have vomited from the utter bullshit but that would have meant embarassing his host. He considered this option if they did it again.
"You alright?" Cid could read Vincent like a book, "Ya look like you're in pain."
"It's nothing." Vincent looked away self-consiously. He knew Chaos was angry but the demon gave him no cause for the discomfort. "I'm alright, Cid."
"Alright if you're sure." he paused to light a cigarette, absently puffing at the stick. "I could get Shera to make you more of those herbs. They seemed to help last time." Vincent's stomach recoiled at the mere mention of the sour herbal medicine. Horrendous as it tasted the mixture was effective in suppressing the demons.
"Don't trouble yourself."
"Goddamit Vincent." Cid sighed, grabbing his shoulder. "Look at me Vincent. C'mon, look at me!" Vincent reluctantly obeyed, his heart pounding so hard he feared it would jump out of his chest. Cid looked beautiful in the sunset, the rays dancing off his strong face lighting his hair aflame. The twinkle of light and playfullness in those oceanic eyes made Vincent swoon. Such a sharp contrast to the dark, pale being he was.
"You're not a fucking burden! I'm only asking because I give a damn about ya and I hate seeing you suffer all the time! You think I don't see how much pain you're in but you're fucking wrong!" The old feelings he'd harbored for his companion burned back hotter than ever. Cid's concern was sending all the wrong signals to his weary, aching heart. The heat intensified, suffocating the gunner until he thought he would pass out. Vincent realized something was about to go wrong. Very wrong. Undoubtedly the prelude to another heinous sin he would carry upon his shoulders.
"VINCENT?!" Suddenly the pilot was down on his back with Vincent above, mumbling protest against pale, soft lips crushed against his own. Cid struggled and kicked at Vincent but his efforts gained him little. Demon-enhanced might pumped through Vincent's muscle as Chaos slowly tore his way out from the depths of Vincent's heart to seize control of his master. Cid had no chance against Chaos. The demon had reached the end of his short patience. If Vincent wouldn't take it upon himself to achieve satisfaction then he would do it for them.
"NO! CHAOS, STOP! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?!"
To Vincent's pleas Chaos laughed. You are pathetic. Absolutely pathetic. Day after day night after night you pine and ache for a man that will never love you in return. I'm tired of your groveling, your whining and whimpering. I'm ending this once and for all.
Cid watched as his belt was removed to crudely tie his hands above his head, Vincent's body manuevering between his legs. The gunner's knees pinned Cid's thighs apart to stop his kicking. Cid's skin crawled, hot, wet kisses trailing down his throat sucking at the supple nape. For an instant Cid was terrified. He'd had his suspicions Vincent had liked him but... would Vincent truly go as far as to rape him?
"V-Vince! C'mon man, stop fucking around let me go!"
He laughed. "Fucking around?" Cid's shirt shredded like paper in the demon's hands. "The only one who has been fucking around is you with my heart!"
"Vincen--!" Cid was silenced with another kiss, Chaos raking Vincent's metal claw down Cid's chest. The screeches of pain intensified as the metal bit deeper pumping forth streams of crimson blood. Chaos slid his tongue along the pilot's muscle greedily lapping up the mercury staining Vincent's lips. Cid's begging continued as his pants and boxers were removed, bearing the warmly tanned skin to his pale companion. The sight made Chaos's mouth water. How delicious he was...
"ENOUGH!" Vincent fought vainly for control of his body, "DON'T DO THIS CHAOS PLEASE!"
Cid could only be gaze at Vincent's slender body as the dark, heavy clothes fell away to reveal the gunner's beauty. Cid had to admit Vincent was handsome, the cool shade tinting his whole body sharply contrasting the jet black waves of hair. Had the situation been different the pilot may have been turned on.
Chaos slid himself up onto Cid's stomach, the pilot's face flushing at Vincent's cock standing erect between milky thighs. It took a demented mind to rape someone but it took an even worse degree of twisted to enjoy it.
"Oh Chief.." Though Chaos spoke the words it was Vincent's voice that reached Cid's ears. "I want you so much.. You cannot begin to imagine what you do to me.."
Cid snorted. "I'm sure by now I got a pretty good idea." Inside Vincent screamed. Disgust.. Utter disgust.. Cid hated him now... Cid would never forgive him.. it wasn't his fault.. it wasn't his fault!
"Chaos.. please... STOP!
I already made myself very clear, Valentine. There was no stopping him now. I'm this far I might already finish the job.
"No please..." Vincent couldn't contain the shaking in his voice. He was so scared, so betrayed, so.. disgusted. He was disgusting. Filthy. Tainted, so many things.
Reaching back the demon grabbed hold of the pilot's shaft and raised Vincent's body to his knees, hissing sharply as they collided into one. Cid's head fell back, amazed at how wonderfully tight Vincent's body was making his blood rush southward. It felt so damn good.
"Ohh Chief..." Chaos moaned, sliding Vincent's body down until the pilot was buried. Vincent's body bled from lack of preparation but Chaos honestly didn't care. It didn't take much coaxing before Cid's hips rocked in wild time with his own, the victim probably driven moreso by the dazing waves of pleasure slamming into his mind than actual need. Vincent clawed at his consiousness that weaker Chaos's control grew, the demon enthralled by these wild sensations.
Vincent threw his head back as his body locked up, screaming into silence as he spilled all over the pilot's chest. Another shot of pleasure shot him up as the pilot let go inside him, leaving both men panting and weak.
"Vincent.." Cid's eyes widened at the sight of the blood on his companion's legs. "Man you're bleeding!"
"NO!" Vincent slashed at the hand reached towards him, stumbling off the bed. His legs wobbled and gave out throwing Vincent to the floor in a pathetic heap. He fought back tears, refusing to look at Cid as the bed creaked from the absense of weight and warm arms encompassed him.
"What are you doing!?" Vincent struggled agains his friend. "STOP IT!"
"It was Chaos wasn't it?" Vincent stopped fighting.
"...Yes..."
"I thought so." Cid bit his lip, drawing Vincent closer. "I.. I know you wouldn't ever think of doing that ta me Vince... it's not your fault."
"If I had better control of him.."
"You can't help who you love Vincent." Vincent cringed at the pilot's words, understanding the double meaning.
"You want me out of your life." The gunner rose and dressed quickly, "Can't say I blame you."
"I-It's nothin' like that Vince, I-" he watched the pain carve deep lines into Vincent's bloody eyes. "I just think we should.. ya know.. I don't want ya to leave forever but maybe we could not see each other much for awhile..."
"I understand." Vincent holstered the Cerberus and headed out the door.
Cid sighed and lit another cigarette, staring out the window at the moon as the door slammed shut downstairs mirroring the shockwave of hurt shaking his own heart.
"...cause I dunno if I could keep my hands off ya.."