I'd give up everything in a heartbeat.
If you let me sleep next to you one last time.
If you let me sit by you on our travels,
If you treated me like you did before.
I wish on those spirits,
you call my name at least once more.
I'm broken,
Deteriorating slowly,
but so rapidly.
I'm going under, watching you sit next to him;
Sleep next to him while I sleep on the opposite side,
doing my best not to let any tear drop on the earth.
I'm slowly dying in my own sorrow,
seeing you call his name in joy.
A taste I've been missing so dearly.
I watch from far away,
watch you talk to him with happiness.
My eyes water at such speed,
and my throat dries in a split second.
When the stars you believe in appear,
I watch with my thoughts right beside me
.
Hurt is such a feeling I cannot express.
I'm torn and I can't find my missing peices,
because you still have them.
I feel swelled with a heartache,
and our relationship is so bittersweet,
That I'm just laying here,
Sinking in my own shameful thoughts.
A/N: Why is it that I make Cilan the one suffering? :U R&R please~