Bland off white wall held a scene of comfort the chair squeaked in minor protest being that it was used by her so often. One piece of Art hung on the walls large frame antique worth more than the 'art' its self ordinary white printer paper crayon and color markers, a child's work. Its value sentimental . Ami had made it years ago . Proof her mother Dr Waters loves her.
"Miss Tsukino " bad sign being called in by your formal name. This couldn't be good news..
Should have come in after ordination was her fledding thought. Without being told she lead the way in to a soft pink exam room hopped up on the crackle wax paper covered table. Years ago her and Dr. Waters agreed that this would be the room they would always use for her, when she had been a child the pink walls made her feel less nerves.
"Tell me how are you feeling this morning ? " Nurse Kelly asked her standard sepal . "Like I am dying , same as always" the narrow eyes and angry expression wasn't the best look on her face. It wasn't the best joke she knew but it was the truth . Every one in the office knew , it was why she had been coming three days a dam week started at the age of four right after Sammy was born. "Serena." it was a warning they had gone over it once a week as long as she could member the answer was meant to be new symptoms.
" short of breath , dizzy and hungry " why did it even matter ? No One every understood what she had or how to fix it, refusing treatments after she turned sixteen, only because she was old enough to have a say . Being sick to get better didn't seem to hold logic , even more so when the treatments made it worse.
"Early this morning, whats is your day holding Ser?" Dr Waters Asked as she walked in the room, Stethoscope out all ready on her spine. " I've got intro to chem and matter in about 20mins , just wanted this out of the way first." quick answer
"Still trying to pull off high school and college degrees'?"
"yep yep"
Dr waters is one of the few people to know she had finished and received a diploma in middle school but still when every day, because she wanted to be normal. Being Sailor Moon and the moon princess, all of that on top of dyeing. Funny words like 'NORMAL' and healthy, left bitter taste in her mouth. She didn't even know what normal would feel like.
" sounds like your lungs are retarding fluid " going over the file the nurse had filled out she commented on shortness of breath and how if any thing should happen come to the Er where she was all day. About how another draining might may be necessary soon. Serena cringed at the idea. Draining meant a large tube jammed in threw her ribs in to her chest. Of all the thing she had done that was the most painful. she replied quietly agreeing to do as told. Dr Waters was the only one keeping her out of the intensive care unit .
" Were all done for this morning Ser but you're going back to five visits a week"
"Five!" She protested " we only just got down to THREE!"
the stern look she received was enough to stop her voice from anymore , comments. Having seen it before , Serena knew it meant 'push a little farther and your be in the hospital again'.
After a moment she nodded excepting her fate.
"Ill be bringing in a second set of eyes for your case , He'll be here on our next visit lets say Wednesday? three, after school?' She left the room with out giving a moment to fight about the addiction to there appointments.
Running out the back door she rushed to class , hair streaming behind her. No one knew that her escape from the world was school.
Thump! " Watch it meatball head could have killed me!" An ever handsome Darian sniped out.
" Not likley, it would have killed me frist !" the truth of that frighting if she had hit much harder it ... lost in her thoughts she stood numb quite lost in her own mortality.
**Darian stared down at her pensive expression on her face, This girl , every day slams into me . Sad look she has hidden behind her fake smiles. I wounder if she really fools any one. What could be the matter, that she try's so hard to hide it all. why is she just standing there?
" shouldnt you be in class?" crap Ive got to get to Dr. Waters office to pick up the files she wants me to review.
" what do you care! Jerk. " okay shes snapped out of it, stepping around her as she set up on a run to get where every it was she goes blonde tresses streaming behind her "where Do you go Meatball head?" i wounder as i walked off the direction she had come.
