AN: I got the new Taylor swift cd and i had to write this. What do you think?
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I flopped down on my bed, our bed, and screamed into a pillow. I eventually started to sob. Why us? Why did this happen. It was a stupid fight a stupid little fight. It was all his fault. He couldn't of called saying that he was gonna be late or that her was stuck in traffic or that Gibbs held him late? He makes me wait till two in the morning. Then we fought.
Tony walked through the door looking half asleep and exhausted.
"Where were you?" I asked only a little more than a lot pissed at him.
"Gibbs held me late and then the traffic was horrible. I mean you would think that there wouldn't be a lot of traffic at one in the morning, but there is." I looked out the window and saw the streets didn't have single car on them.
"So why didn't you call?"
"I would have but phone died."
"Why didn't you call on the office phone?"
"Why do I feel like I'm being interrogated?"
"ANSWER MY QUESTION!" I yelled.
"ANSWER MINE!" he yelled back.
"WHY ARE YOU SO RELUCTANT TO TELL ME?"
"WHY ARE YOU SO STUBBORN?"
"YOU'RE HAVING AN AFFIAR! I KNEW IT!"
"ARE YOU ACUSING ME?"
"YES! KNOW ANSWER ME!"
"I DON'T HAVE TO!"
"WHY DO HAVE TO BE SO DIFFICULT!"
"I'M DIFFICULT?"
"YES! YOU ARE! YOU NEVER PUT THE CAP ON THE TOOTHE PASTE AND YOU ALWAYS LEAVE THE TOLIT SEAT UP!"
"YOU WANA TALK DIFFICULT? OK LETS TALK ABOUT YOU! HOW ABOUT FIRST OFF YOU DON'T TRUST ME! EVER! AND YOU NEVER LET ME HELP YOU! WHEN EVER YOU GET FLASH BACKS OR GO INTO DEPRESION YOU ALWAYS TURN BACK INTO ROBOT EMOTIONLESS ZIVA!"
"I DON'T NEED THIS FROM YOU!"
"WELL MABEY I SHOULD GO!"
"YOU SHOULD LEAVE AND NEVER COME BACK! I HATE YOU!"
"I'M SLEEPING SOME WHERE ELSE!"
"GOOD I WOUN'T BE WAITING FOR YOU TO COME BACK!"
"DON'T WORRY I WON'T! EVER! BECAUSE LIKE YOU SAID YOU HATE ME! WELL GUESS WHAT THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND YOU!"
"YOU CAN DIE FOR ALL I CARE!" thats when i heard the door slam, and my words registered in my mind.
I could feel tears swelling again. I decided to listen to music to get my mind off him. The song started and I could see our lives. What they could be like.
I used to think one day we'd tell the story of us,
How we met
And the sparks flew instantly
And people would say they're the lucky ones
The story of how we met was…unusual to say the least. I remembered how when we first met there was some tension. I remember seeing sparks fly when he looked at me. Everyone always said we were lucky because we had love so pure.
I used to know my place was the spot next to you,
Now I'm searching the room for an empty seat
Cause lately I don't even know what page you're on
I used to always know that the spot next to him would be vacant. It was my spot. Now I could see us at a NCIS party. There is no spot for me. Someone else was in my seat. Now I don't even know what page of his life he is on.
Oh, a simple complication,
Miscommunications lead to fallout,
So many things that I wish you knew
So many walls up that I can't break through
It was one little fight one small miscommunication and it ruined every thing. I wish he knew that I was just mad and worried that he didn't love me, because I love him s much. Now I can't break through his walls.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dyin' to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
Yeah
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
I could see me in a room full of people but I was alone because he wasn't there. And we wouldn't speak to each other in the office. And I am dying inside with out him. And I wonder is our fight killing him like it's killing me? Know the seemingly perfect story of us look like a tragedy now.
Next chapter
How'd we end up this way?
See me nervously pulling at my clothes and trying to look busy
And you're doing your best to avoid me
I'm starting to think one day I'll tell the story of us
Of how I was losing my mind when I saw you here
But you held your pride like you should have held me,
Oh I'm scared to see the ending why are we pretending this is nothing
I'd tell you I miss you but I don't know how
I've never heard silence quite this loud.
Now on to the next thing that could happen. How did we end up so far apart. I would be fighting trying to look busy when he was talking to Abby and I was in the back round. And he is doing his best at avoiding me. I am beginning to think how years from now ill tell my friends how I was losing my mind whenever I would see him. But when he saw me he would hold his head high keeping his pride tintack. When he should have been holding me. I am getting scared to see how we end up. I want to tell him I miss him but I don't know how to. He won't talk to me and I don't think I've ever head silence this loud.
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dyin' to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
Yeah
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
I could see me in a room full of people but I was alone because he wasn't there. And we wouldn't speak to each other in the office. And I am dying inside with out him. And I wonder is our fight killing him like its killing me? Know the seemingly perfect story of us look like a tragedy now.
This is looking like a contest
Of who can act like they care less
But I liked it better when you were on my side
It is beginning to look like a contest to see who could seem like they didn't care at all better. But I liked it better when he fought with instead f against me.
The battle's in your hands now
But I would lay my armor down
If you said you'd rather love than fight
The ball was in field now. But I would lay all my walls down if he told me that he would rather love than fight.
So many things that you wish I knew
But the story of us might be ending soon
I wish he knew that I still loved him. But the story of us might be ending soon. My heart stopped when I heard that line. I have to fix this!
Now I'm standing alone in a crowded room
And we're not speaking
And I'm dyin' to know
Is it killing you
Like it's killing me?
Yeah
I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, when it all broke down
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
Now, Now, Now
I could see me in a room full of people but I was alone because he wasn't there. And we wouldn't speak to each other in the office. And I am dying inside with out him. And I wonder is our fight killing him like its killing me? Know the seemingly perfect story of us look like a tragedy now.
And were not speaking,
And I'm dying to know is it killing you like it's killing me?
Yeah
And I don't know what to say since a twist of fate, cause we're going down.
And the story of us looks a lot like a tragedy now
The End
And we wouldn't speak to each other in the office. And I am dying inside with out him. And I wonder is our fight killing him like its killing me? Is this my fate to lose the love of my life. Why does my fate have to be so twisted? And now our relationship is going down hill. And now our story looks like a tragedy. The end.
"No that's not the end! I have to go talk to Tony."
I picked up my phone and called Gibbs. Tony was probably with him.
"Gibbs."
"Gibbs! Is Tony at your house?"
"Yeah David he is. He seems pretty upset too. Do you know why?"
"We had a fight I will be there in five minuets." I hung up then.
It was the longest five minuets of my life!
I ran through Gibbs's house to the basement. I saw Tony there sanding the boat.
"Hey." I said in small voice.
He looked up but didn't say anything.
"Look I know I over reacted. I-I just didn't want to lose you. I mean I am just one girl. And every girl we see throws herself at you and I just feel so inadequate. And I love you a lot and I just didn't know what to do. I men I've always had a fear that you-" But my rambles were cut of by his lips toughing mine. It was a soft kiss the ones I loved so much.
"I would never leave you. Ever."
"Then why didn't you answer me?"
"Because I wanted it to be special. And it was a secret."
"What was?" I asked confused.
"This." He whispered. I knit my eyebrows in confusion. But then I saw him kneel on the ground, and pull out a velvet box.
"Ziva David I love you more than anything in the world. You are the ying to my yang, my other half. Will you marry me?" I felt tears swell in my eyes.
"YES!" I said happily then kissed him with every ounce of passion I had.
"Lets see if it fits." He slipped it on my finger and it fit perfectly.
"I love you Ziva."
"I love you too Tony."
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