Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or Masashi Kishimoto other characters in the series.

Warning: Hints of Yaoi and shounen-ai.(boyXboy relationships) If you don't like, turn back now. Thank you. Don't steal this.

A/N: Late at night. Wanted some angst. Made a oneshot between our two favorite gents.

Title: Just aren't worth it.

Chapter 1: Over you.

You always said that we would be together. I believed you when you said that. I believed you when you told me that I was only one and how our love was meant to be. Why did you lie? Why in the end you were wrong and I was stupid for actually believing you.

I could hear you when I walked in. You did nothing to hide the sounds. Did you want me to hear? Was that your way of hurting me? A imaginary knife that cuts deeper than a real one. A wound that cannot be healed with a bandage or wrapped up. A wound that cannot fade away.

"Ahhh! Harder, Sasuke! Harder!"

I wonder who the voice was. I recognized it but I couldn't place my finger on it. I can clearly hear your grunts and moans. I can even hear the bedsprings squeak as you two continue with your 'fun'. I climb up the stairs and get closer to your, I mean, our door and wait. My hands are on the knob, but I can't open it. I need to hear it. I need to hear your voice. Without that final touch, I cannot bring my self to confront you.

'I can't face you like this. I need some motivation.'

Your voice finally comes to my ears. I wait to hear those words that I've been standing here for, listening like a man who had his first drink of water.

"Damn. That was great."

Your pants decrease as you get control of your breathing. I wait to hear voice of your new lover. Many thoughts run through my mind. Was I not good enough for you? Was the passion gone from our love? Did the sex not interest you anymore? The voice finally came and it made the imaginary knife cut another slash along my skin and heart.

'Shikamaru.'

I thought he was my friend. How long has this been going on between you? Did you truly not love me anymore, Sasuke. Did you truly hate me that much that you went to my best friend. My confident, the man I considered a brother besides Kiba and Chouji. I took a deep breath before I entered. I wanted to see the look on your face. I needed it, like an addict that realizes which drug is his weakness. But I didn't move because you and him said three words that I said to you every night since the first time we made love or had sex. I can't say love because you never loved me, did you? I never had your love, in the first place. Did I? It wasn't like I didn't deserve it. No. You wasn't worthy of my love and couldn't face the fact that a prick like you would eventually die alone with nothing and nobody.

"I love you."

This is when I came in. You said the words that you effortlessly said to me, yesterday.

"I just hope that Na..."

"You hope what Shikamaru? That I don't find out."

I can see you're frozen. Shock has taken your movement and destroyed them, leaving you with a deer in headlight look. Shika doesn't say anything, even as he disentangles himself from your body. I scrunch up my face.

"Stinks in here. Smells like sweat and sex. Open up a window for me, will ya Sasuke."

I don't ask you to do it. I tell you because the smell makes me sick. I push the bile back down my throat and look at you two. Shika with the blankets wrapped around his frame far away from you. You with the other blanket, still on the bed. You cover your privates but not your chest. An unwanted memory shows up and I remembered that I used to love touching that chest. I considered it mine. Guess I was wrong this time. Again.

"Naruto."

I can already hear the begging. I want you to beg. It gives me extreme pleasure and takes the pain away for a short time.

"Did you have fun, Shika? Did he do that little trick, he does with his tongue?"

Shika turns away from me. Wait til the guys hear about our little, no, he's not mine anymore. Their little lazy cloud watcher got enough energy to fuck my boyfriend. Damn, this is a record. The longest I've ever seen Shika up. He must've took a long nap beforehand.

"I'm sorry, Naruto."

Sasuke. Why are you saying sorry? You're not sorry. You haven't been sorry a day in your god forsaken life.

"So...how long?"

Do I sound happy? I know I do. The pain is so horrible and crushing that I must adopt a cheerful tone to keep myself from breaking.

"Naruto?"

Oh, is the little lazy asshole asking me a question. Well, I don't want to answer any questions. I want my question answered.

"How long?"

You take a breath before responding.

"Six months."

Six months ago, we had our third anniversity.

"What day?"

"Naruto."

"What day?"

Nara responds. I can't call him Shika anymore or even Shikamaru. Just Nara. Fucking Nara. He says the date. My heart stops for a moment.

"On our anniversary, Sasuke. On our fucking anniversary!"

"It just happened."

I believe that. After all I always believed what Sasuke said.

"Just like shit, huh?"

He doesn't speak and I am grateful for that. Nara stands there, still wrapped up. He is unable to move. I don't want him to move. I want him to watch me as I destroy Sasuke.

"Naruto. I love you. You know that, I just couldn't help myself."

I smile at him. He gets a real smile.

"I love you too, Sasuke."

I can see his eyes lights up and I can see Nara's look of disbelief. Sasuke gets up, still covered. He grabs his boxers which were on the floor and puts them on. I watch him as he walks over to me. He's not smiling but I can see the glee on his face.

"But I won't forgive you."

He stops.

"And I'll learn how to make this sadistic love disappear."

He reaches out, his right hand towards me.

"I'll get over you. It isn't that hard. First I'll find someone and just have nothing but sex with them. If they are the lasting type of fucks, then I might stay with them and that'll become a relationship. If I don't then I'll find someone better than you after the fuck buddy. I can get over you, Uchiha. You may be special to others, but you're nothing much to me right now."

Did I drag a knife over your skin? Does it hurt? To know that I might not care. I hope it does. Oh, look me. Now I sound like a venegeful girlfriend. I turned to naked cloud boy.

"Nara. Everybody's gonna know about this. I won't hide the truth because I have nothing to be ashamed about."

Nara pales. He can't have people knowing about this. Nobody will have faith in him anymore. Huh, and here I thought he hated Sasuke. Guess I was wrong about this too.

"Sasuke."

His eyes moved from the floor. Those empty eyes. Bottomless pits. Why didn't I notice them before?

"I want you out. What? Did you actually think that I would leave? Sorry hun, but I didn't love you that much to give up such an awesome place like this."

You are hurt. And I know you are asking yourself the same question that I asked myself about you.

'Did you ever love me?'

You grab your clothes and go into the bathroom. My arm stings as you past me, but I don't flinch. I leave the room to allow Nara to get dress. I sit at the table downstairs in the kitchen. Cloud watcher comes downstairs and looks at me. I see the remorse but just don't give a damn to acknowledge it. He leaves with the words stuck in his mouth. You come downstairs. A black duffle bag slung over your shoulder. Looking sexy, as usual. The fact that I'm still attracted to you. Shows me that I may be sick and that I need to get out of the destructive relationship with you. But what hurt me the most is that I didn't even see the bomb that was attached to us. I look at you, my eyes show nothing. Are you happy now? I am just like you. My eyes are nothing but empty, bottomless pits now. Thanks, for sucking the life out of me.

"Naruto."

You take a deep breath and continue.

"I love you."

I hold my laughter back.

"I going to stay with Neji, awhile. I hope we can talk later, after you calmed down."

You walk over to me and place kiss on my lips. The same lips that kissed Nara and possibly others. You leave and a tear slides down my face. Iruka told me to stay away from you. He told me that in the end, you wouldn't be good for me. But I didn't listen. Why? Because I believed you when you told me you loved me.

Goodbye Sasuke.

I don't love you anymore.

And I never will.

So don't expect me to cry a river over you or kill myself, cause in the end.

You just aren't worth it.

TBC...

MBG: God. This was full of angst and drama. Just a one shot. Might make it into a two shot if people like a lot and request for it. Review.

P.S. I left the completed on so you guys won't get antsy with expectation of another chapter.