I'm sorry for what I said,

I really didn't mean it.

I'm sorry for the anger I had

That lashed out at you like it did.

I'm sorry for losing control,

And not getting it back,

Before the the last second when it was too late

And to me you had turned your back.

I'm sorry you left without saying goodbye,

Though I know you couldn't help it.

I'm sorry you went to April

And kept everything a secret.

You could've told us what was wrong

Instead of keeping it inside,

But you didn't and now I'm here

At your funeral tonight.

I can't believe my last words to you were,

"I hate you, get out of my life!"

I wish they had sounded more like this,

"Bro, please don't go tonight."

But now you're gone and now I know

There's nothing I can do,

But bro, wherever you are out there

Please know that I'll miss you...

To Be Continued,...