"I don't want to hear you scream at me with hatred in your eyes! It tears me apart. My heart breaks into a million pieces every time you go with another girl or when you leave me behind to go out with your friends. You always seem to find time later, when we're alone, to hold me close. Every other "couple" holds each other close and they don't care if people see because they like one another so much! Why don't we do that! Why do you always have your eye on Kikyo and her group? I understand you have friends, but completely ignoring me is out of the question. Only later do you want to hold me, and kiss me and call me an angel from Heaven. It's always LATER! Are you embarrassed of me! Tell me the truth!"
He stood there silent with his eyes wide open in shock.
"You are! Then why are we even together!"
I fell to my knees sobbing. I couldn't take it!
All of a sudden, I felt strong arms wrap around my shoulders.
"Get off…"
"Kagome, shh…I know you don't mean it…"
"Inuyasha..."
I stopped. He started nestling my hair, which he knew relaxed me. I was falling into his embrace.
'No…I can't'
I kept contemplating in my head about what I was going to do. I just melt every time because I like him so much. But, I learned that it always happens like this. He always goes off. I ignore it sometimes, but at other times, I have to say something. Then it breaks into a fight. I always end up crying and he then relaxes me… every single time. I can't do this.
I always end up hurt.
"Inuyasha… no,"
"Kagome, I love you-"
"No you don't! If you loved me, you would care about my feelings and my needs. All you care about is yourself!"
I fell silent. That sentence was never said to Inuyasha Taisho, the most popular guy in all of Shikon High.
He was stunned. I put a death glare over my shock to stand my ground and I then turned and walked away… away from it all… to start over.