Hello, Red Rose here and ummmmmm I dunno what to say....OH! I don't own beyblade or any of the characters or breaking Benjamin and their song "So Cold" and no, I don't even own any pants....yup ON WITH THE FICC-Y!!!!!!
So Cold

They saw Kai sitting on his hospital bed absently staring out the window. There was not much of a scene out there, some run-down buildings and the sky slowly turning into a deep blue. They slowly walked in, Tyson, Ray and Max.

Crowed streets are cleared away,
One by one
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

"What are you doing here?" Kai coldly asked, still staring out the window.

You're so cold

Tyson answered, "We wanted to see how you were doing..."

Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder
While strong men die

/flashback/

"Were here to visit Kai Hiwitari, what room is he in?" Ray asked the lady at the desk.

"Ummmm lets see.....ah, here he is room 214 that would be up four floors on the elevator, down the hall and to the right"

"Thank you" Max added. The small group headed towards Kai's room when they saw a doctor slowly walking away from the door. They ran up to him and asked about Kai's condition.

The doctor sighed, "It's not good, I advise you to spend as much time with him as you can now." And the doctor walked away

"He's just kidding, right?" Max asked, pretty confident what the doctor said wasn't true, "I mean, Kai's strong.... he couldn't just-"

"We'll have to just see for ourselves, max" Tyson said

/end flashback/

Show me how it ends
It's Alright

"Yeah Kai," Max said, "Are you feeling better?"

"You talked to my doctor, I know you did, yet you still ask me how I feel?" Kai quickly tore his eyes away from the window and then looked back again.

Show me how defenseless
You really are

"Well, It can't be true, can it? You can fight Kai, fight to stay alive" Ray said rather loudly.

"Shut up, there is nothing anyone can do, so don't try to keep you hopes up, It's useless and I don't want to try" Kai angrily said.

Satisfied and empty inside

Tyson was starting to get mad "So you're just gonna give up like that? We are here because we care about you and you're just sitting there acting like you don't give a shit about any of us! You don't really talk with us, we don't know how you think so why don't you say something, anything when it may be your last chance!!!"

That's alright
Lets give this another try

"Fine you want me to talk, I will, I have done some screwed up things in my life now that I think about it I could have done some things different, but I didn't, its too late now so let me just die in peace!" Kai tried to yell at him.

If you find your family
Don't you cry
In this land of make-believe
Dead and dry

A nurse knocks on the door and walks in "Excuse me, but visiting hours are over, you can come back tomorrow." She nicely shoos the boys out of the room with one last word heard from Tyson "don't die on us 'kay?" And the door is shut on them.

You're so cold
But you feel alive


"I wish I could promise that" whispers Kai to himself.

Lay your hand on me
One last time


A couple of hours later in the pitch black of night, kai is still awake, quietly talking to himself

"See, Tyson? I'm trying, not that I think it will work though..."

Show me how it ends
It's alright
Show me how defenseless
You really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's all right
Lets give this another try

He sits in the darkness, thinking for a couple of minutes

Show me how it ends
It's alright
Show me how defenseless
You really are
Satisfied and empty inside
That's all right
Lets give this another try


"What the hell am I doing thinking like this for? I...I can do something, make something of myself, I already have but...I can be better!......damn, I'm getting tired...no, I'm fine, I can do this.....but maybe I should just take a little rest...but after that, I will be heading down the road to recovery with everyone by my side...."

It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright

Kai slowly closes his eyes and every voice, ruffle of the sheets and monitors go silent.

It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright
It's alright

's supposed to be a sad story, if you think its funny, then I will cry, and then you will laugh more and then I guess it would be funny hmmmmmmmm.............maybe I'll continue, maybe I wont depends if people like it

PLEASE R&R!!!!!!