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This fic dedicated to all friends n readers… FFAC again… Hahaha…
This is a story of Kadaj's death in someone's POV… combined with poem I made myself. Hope u enjoy…
PS: I was waiting for the right time to post next chapter of "Something I Never Had" :-D
So you readers keep on waiting, OK? Luv ya…
Stay in Memory
It gives me time to stay… to watch you fade away.
(The Second You Sleep-Saybia)
When I looked at the grey sky…
I remember your face
When the rain touched my face…
I remember the time when you called my name.
The rain wetted my face… drip by drip. I felt something burdened me. For the second time in my life I felt something burdening a lot. Death again… leaving again. Some people said that "life is the longest death" but for me, to see someone's death is my longest death alone.
People can say, they were glad by his death. His death brought such cure to everyone, I knew that. You don't need to tell me. You don't need to say a word. I was really sure that time, if he went death, my life… everyone's life will be back into normal. They won't see this through my eyes. Cause I won't show them all my sadness… such weakness.
That time when I stared at the grey sky, when I closed my eyes, his images returned to me. Such laughter for the world… but a kind of private memory for me… that both of us had the same reality. Such a bitter one. I was a marionette, as he told me. Glad that I wasn't again now. But…
Till his death he was still a marionette… a puppet for the One-Winged Angel.
He let his body sacrificed in order to survive. He was being deceived. Deceived until the last time of his age. He didn't know that he was used. Used for the sake of Sephiroth, to had his revenge on me paid. I knew… he didn't mention a cost for his own will. Somehow I was sure that he thought that was the right path for him to go.
My footsteps on the rain
Will they ever lead me back to you again?
You're just a shadow dwelled in my head
And never gonna return back…
But he called me his brother. That time when I held him in my arms, I felt an eerie warmness… And I felt a strange sadness inside of me, knew that soon he will be passed away. For the second time in my life, in that time, I couldn't held my tear to fall. He felt that. Until his mother called him.
And I watched him die… became another flow for the Lifestream.
I watched you die
I watched you fade
You were still so young
You should find another thing better than just…
To lean on me.
A/N: Feel like talking to Cloud? Hope I did his characterizing well (or this one was too sentimental, though…). This was made in my holiday's spare time. After had my breakfast, I stayed alone in my room and… found this idea…:-D sorry if this one wasn't very good. Anyway, plz review… let me know what do you think about this. Every single review would be appreciated :-D Thnx again
Lovey, Reapie.