Blurry
Author: Me, Johnnys Eeyore aka the 'Perverted Freak'
Title: Blurry
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter…hey wait a sec, he isn't even in this! OK, I don't own Sirius Black or Remus Lupin, despite the fact I really really wish I did!
I also don't own 'Blurry' by Puddle of Mudd…hell I don't like the band either, love the song though! I wanna own the Murderdolls! (Stamps foot in rage)
Authors Note: This is definitely not my usual style, if you like random, sometimes perverse, random insane stuff then go check out the rest of my stuff!
Basically, I thought I'd give writing a song fic a go, I was listening to my Kerrang cd and I though this was perfect! Yes, be warned, it's a Remus and Sirius coupling! Review if you would be so kind (Strange grin that's trying to look kind but has underlying freakiness)
This is based on the time Sirius spent in Azkaban.
Blurry
'I sit here alone and the darkness begs to consume me.'
"Everything's so Blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up"
'I can't tell fantasy from reality anymore…and all I can see is you…the way the sun lights up your face…love gets me through'
"Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
'You know how I feel for you, yet you refuse to see me…to have anything to do with me. I would sacrifice anything for you but you let their lies and opinions drive us apart'
"You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far"
'How could you give me your love…then take it away? I'm torn apart by your words'
"Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well you shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away
Can you take it all away
Well ya shoved it my face"
'You won't listen to reason, you won't listen to sense…dammit! You won't listen to the truth, instead you choose to believe the rumours and the lies'
"Everyone is changing
There's noone left that's real
To make up your ending
And let me know just how you feel
Cause I am lost without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl"
'I thought you knew me, that's what you always said…you knew me better than anyone ever could, you should know I would never do such a thing'
"You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what your doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far"
'On that fateful day, they tore us apart. They polluted your mind with their bullshit. You fled, you left at the time I needed you the most, you abandoned me when I needed to feel your arms around me. You left me over lies'
"Nobody told me what you thought
Nobody told me what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Told you when to runaway
Nobody told you where to hide
Nobody told you what to say
Everyone showed you where to turn
Showed you when to runaway"
'Yet, my heart is still full of love for you, I need you with me. You're all that gets me through but now, I don't know how you feel…do you still love me? I need to know why you left'
"You take it all
You take it all away...
Explain again to me
You take it all away
Explain again to me
Take it all away
Explain again"
'Your face is imprinted on my brain and it's the only thing I have that they can never take away. Come back to me, believe in me Remus'
Authors Note: Er…the end…yes I am aware that was utter crap but at least I tried! Lol! Hmmmmmmm…review please? I need feedback.