Just a little smut because my current story isn't allowing for it.
*I do not own anything*
The key turned in the lock. Javier Esposito heard the sound but didn't acknowledge it. Kevin Ryan entered the apartment and took off his jacket and hung it up on the coat rack. He saw the basketball game Esposito was watching but didn't say anything to him. Ryan tugged at his tie to take it off and headed into the bedroom.
Ryan and Esposito had an arrangement. The first rule of that arrangement was that Ryan always showered after being with her. Esposito watched as Ryan walked into the bedroom. He sighed as he got up and grabbed a beer from the fridge. He was going to need it tonight, he could tell. He sat back down on the couch to wait for Ryan to finish.
Ryan let the hot water rush over his body. He hated the way he was living his life. It's not that he didn't love her, but he couldn't resist his partner. He had planned on telling his wife the truth after the undercover drama was over but then she had told him about the baby. Ryan lathered his body with Esposito's body wash, filling his senses with the smell. The conversation with Esposito, telling him about the baby, was a nightmare. Although his partner knew that Ryan and Jenny were trying to have a baby, it was still a blow. They hadn't been able to even look at each other for days, let alone touch. One night Ryan just couldn't take the silence any longer and he showed up on Esposito's doorstep. That night they made love like never before. It was that night, four months ago, that they started their new arrangement. They both agreed that they couldn't stay away from each other.
The rules were simple: Ryan always showered first, they never talked about her, and nobody was ever to know. They both hated the arrangement but neither knew what to do about it.
Ryan shut the water off and stepped out of the shower. He dried off and wrapped the towel around his waist. He walked into the bedroom and sat down on the edge of the bed. He rubbed his hands over his face and through his hair. He knew what he had to do. He wanted it more than he had ever wanted anything before but it was going to be difficult. He sighed, stood up and walked into the living room. He looked at the t.v. and waited for the timer on the screen to count down the final seconds of the game.
As soon as the game was over he made his move. He walked over to his partner and unbuckled Esposito's belt. Esposito watched him curiously but he didn't say anything. Ryan unzipped the pants and pulled them down; Esposito lifted his hips to help. Esposito shoved his underwear down and Ryan quickly straddled his hips. Their lips smashed together. Esposito pulled the towel from Ryan's waist while Ryan removed the shirt from his partner's body.
Esposito pulled Ryan as close as he could; needing every inch of his body to be touching Ryan's. Ryan held Esposito's face in his hands, never letting his lips leave the other's. Ryan lifted his hips and sat down on Esposito's hard shaft. Esposito threw-back his head and moaned. He loved it when Ryan loosened his body up and had it ready for him. Ryan went to work on his neck while his hips began to move. Both men groaned.
"Kevin, god, don't stop." Esposito held Ryan's hips still and thrust his own hips up eliciting a moan from his partner. Ryan kissed Esposito again. He moved his hips faster. Esposito grabbed Ryan's hard, dripping cock and began to jerk him off to the rhythm of Ryan's hips. They both moaned and groaned at the feeling of their bodies moving together.
Both men were dripping with seat by the time they reached their climaxes. Ryan watched as his seed landed on Esposito's stomach. He felt the fullness of having Esposito's seed deep inside his ass. He looked up and stared into Esposito's eyes. Ryan saw the hurt on his face before he averted his eyes. Ryan knew what Esposito expected. The last part of their arrangement was that Ryan never stayed the night. Esposito expected Ryan to get up and leave in order to get home to his wife. But this time that wasn't going to happen. Ryan kissed Esposito and spoke for the first time since entering the apartment.
"I'm not leaving. Not again Javier."
"What about Jenny and the baby?" Esposito tried to keep the hope out of his voice. He knew Ryan would never abandon his child. He felt Ryan adjust his hips around the limp cock still in his ass.
"It's still my baby whether or not I'm with Jenny. I can't keep living this way." Ryan moved his body up, allowing Esposito to slip from inside him. Ryan sat down next to Esposito, their bodies turned towards each other.
"I am in love with you Javi. I want to be with you and only you. I will talk to Jenny. I can't deny that this will be difficult but I'm willing to try. That is, if you want to?"
"Kevin, we are partners. That means I'm with you till the wheels fall off. And it's even better with sex involved." Esposito laughed. Ryan smiled at his partner before kissing him once again. Their kiss was full of passion and love and hope for the future they were going to share.
"Let's go to bed, partner." Ryan got up and headed to the bedroom, his naked ass swaying slightly. Esposito licked his lips as he watched. He got up and followed, closing the bedroom door behind him.