"Constantly giving into
These moments that just bring me down.
Just bring me close enough to stay around"
-The Scene Aesthetic "Alvin Maker's Greensong"
Everything you ever have
held&loved&cherished
has always had this
tendency
of hurting you in the
end.
No matter who it is
No matter how much you care for them
No matter how much they claim to care for you
their sharp knives always
find their way to your
heart.
Your dear brother tells you
over&over&over again
that it's because you wear your
heart
on your sleeve
when it should be protected under lock&key.
And maybe he's right
(he usually is)
but you just can't help but
trust everyone
not because you're naïve
(you know all too well that they'll hurt you)
but because you can't help but see the
good
in everyone
no matter how
evil
they really are.
x x x x x x x x x x x x
Sometimes you wonder, though
how much more
pain
can you really take
before you b-r-e –a -k?
How many more
times
can you be let VdownV
before your eyes begin
searching
for the evil
and not the good?
It might happen soon
but obviously not soon
enough
to save you from your most recent
y e a r n i n g.
x x x x x x x x x x x x
He teases you
and he knows exactly what he's doing
(he's a snake, after all.)
His words tease you with their double(elbuod) meanings
His lips tease you with their sourbutsweet taste
His actions tease you with their confusing intentions
but his eyes
seem so
sincere
and when grey meets blue
you can tell that deep, deep down
in that Slytherin heart of his
he's just as
bRoKeN&scared&alone
as you are.
Even though
his touches are harsh
his words are daggers
his kisses are far from passionate,
his eyes
those grey orbs
they reveal to you that
his rough exterior is merely a
f a ç a d e.
Those steel eyes give away
that all that he really wants is
the exact same thing
that you do
just to be loved
just to feel wanted
just not to be let down.
You know that you
the little bright-eyed Ravenclaw with a vulnerable heart
you can give him all of that
(all of that and much, much more.)
But you can't try
you can't get attached
because your heart
your poor, poorheart
can't take the cold indifference
which is the only thing he'll offer it.
x x x x x x x x x x x x
It's only when
his pale fingers trace
hearts on the back of your hand,
when his stone eyes actually light up
when they meet your ocean ones,
when his sweet lips gently
brush against yours,
when he finally admits that
he needs you more than
you need him
more than he needs anyone,
it's only then, that you know
your heart will never again feel
cold indifference
as long as
he is by your side.
The lyrics at the top belong to the band The Scene Aesthetic. They're a great band and the lyrics are from a great song.
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It's late and I'm tired so excuse any spelling/grammar mistakes. Asdfghjkl, the idea for this seemed so much better in my head... Hopefully it's all right, though.
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This is the second part of mew's birthday gifts! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEW!
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Scorpius/Lysander is a part of Mew and Mor's Weird Pairings. Please give a little mention if you use this pairing.
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