This is Davis' POV immediately after Digimon world tour.
What am I worth? Kari would
say girlishly that I'm foolish for asking that.
"What are you worth? You're a Digidestined! The only hope for both worlds."
Only hope? I'm a Digidestined all right. A Chosen Child. Digidestined numbers ten to exact.
Then comes Cody and Yolei. Not that bad I originally thought. But that's not the end like I originally thought. Now I think we're up to number twenty one. If Vee-mon and me get killed. Who's actually going to notice? Don't get me wrong, I'm not suicidal, in spite of the way I act some times to convince Kari I exist.
But I have a feeling no one actually going to notice if I got killed in this war.
People would be sad of course: my parents for sure, my sister maybe, Yolei never, Ken likely, Kari I hope.
But no on this planet will actually notice. I mean, family members of a solider at war grieve when he dies, but in the grand scheme of things, the history books don't exactly take notice.
If one day I just drop off
the face of this planet, the Digidestined will still save this world with
or without my help. Genni will just recruit another kid. We were all selected
on mass. Someone could of stood in my place when I found
the Gold Digimetal, when I convinced Ken to join full time with our
group, (Yolei would of convinced him to join, she's has that way with people.)
Without me, this war will
go on, the Chosen Children will continue to fight. Kari will still smile
at the sun every morning. Tai will still score soccer goals. Ken 'the boy
genius', will still be the grade school kid to go to collage
(trust me, he will). What am I worth? Whose gonna notice if I'm not
here anymore? It's not I'm unexspendable 'Good job Davis, we'll miss you.
Next!' I've given this fight, this war, everything I have, I was
first one of us
''second generation' kids to realize that killing wasn't something
you could always avoid.
But if I wasn't here, who
would of noticed? The world would have filled in the gap. Hey! If Jennai
had figured out how to have Tai and his friends Digimon and not just TK
and Kari's armor Digivole, then I would never have heard of the Digital
World. It's not if someone would of stopped and said, 'Hey! Isn't there
soppose to be a kid that looks sorta like Tai here with us?' I seriously
doubt it. I'll keep on fighting, I'll keep on believing, but I'm not doing
this because I'll make a difference, because the old saying holds true.
'If I don't' someone else will.' I'm not doing this for myself, or for
you Jen, or even you Veemon, I'm doing this for you Kari. I don't care
if you eventually chose TK over me. I do this for you, only you.