Gone
Why'd you have to leave,
My heart refuses to let go,
Refuses to move on.
Though I know you're gone.
When I found out,
I mourned you so,
Then I receded into myself vowing.
To never again let my emotions show.
When you were alive
You always said I looked grumpy,
But those were the happiest days of my life.
Oh if you saw me now
What would you say?
Me and my seemingly cold and aloof ways
You wanted to save me
But it only resulted in my pain
I am afraid to love again,
No,
I am afraid of being hurt again.
So I reside within myself
No matter how dark the night
Morning always comes
But I can see no glimmer of it
On my dark horizon.
I found happiness
But it was pulled out from under me
Hurt.
Pain.
Anguish.
Is that all I'm doomed to know?
When I chose black magic,
I never would have thought
That the rest of my life would be as dark
Will it eventually swallow me up?
It's already started consuming me
Tearing apart my poor heart
I blame you. You cause my suffering
I love you. I fervently hope you know that
That you died knowing that
But most of all, I miss you
…I miss you…