This is crap. I wrote it in about five minutes. The song is 'Life for Rent' by Dido. I do not own it or the PJO series.
I haven't really ever found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
Travelling. Always travelling. That's the life of a demigod. It's hard to stay in one place when every monster in town is after you.
I apologize that once again I'm not in love
But it's not as if I mind
that your heart ain't exactly breaking
It's hard to maintain a relationship when you barely see the other. It's just a thought, only a thought
Maybe I should stay with you. Travel with you. Live with you, even. Fuck the monsters. But if my life is for rent and I don't lean to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
What do you mean, it's too late? You've found another? I thought you were mine.
I've always thought
that I would love to live by the sea
Even though my mother hates the sea. I always thought it was beautiful, especially after I met you.
To travel the world alone
and live my life more simply
Travel and see the architecture. By myself.
I have no idea what's happened to that dream
Cos there's really nothing left here to stop me
I wish I could. I wish I could escape. Be alone and peaceful. I've gotten over you, I think. What's stopping me? It's just a thought, only a thought
Maybe you still love me? Maybe? Just a little? Maybe you want me?
But if my life is for rent and I don't learn to buy
Well I deserve nothing more than I get
Cos nothing I have is truly mine
I thought you were mine. But you weren't. I was stupid. I should have seen. While my heart is a shield and I won't let it down
Not again.
While I am so afraid to fail so I won't even try
Rejection hurts.
Well how can I say I'm alive
It's not how I feel. If my life is for rent...