Edward Cullen … gone?
Forever
Yes, Forever.
Wow, that just stabbed right through my heart. He left me, not long ago, really. The feeling of him leaving forever was terrifying. The thought of him not being able stand right next to me in those gloomy, rainy days, it was just haunting, it was sad, it was just the worse feeling I've had, in a while. By a while, I mean when he left for the first time, where I had to drown my time with Jacob Black, hoping to get over Edward…someday.
What made it worse?
Now, that's a good question. Renee was coming for me, we were moving, yet again. You see, things with Phil didn't go well, and she was planning on moving to Sydney, Australia. The surf, the sun, it was definitely NOT a place where I could convince Edward to come with me. Not with the whole "skin" issue he had.
Why is he even leaving this time?
NO, he doesn't feel a need to start over. He was feeling more and more dangerous around me. My extraordinary scent was just way too much, now. And we were both convinced that Edward could keep the temptation locked up. But once the bad news came to him and his family, they couldn't find themselves doing anything in Forks, and off to New York City they went. And Edward felt it was best for him not to see me again. He really supported Renee's idea, and even thanked her, more than once.
And now, all I have is one month, to say goodbye. One month for me to pack my bags. One month to hopefully convince my mom not to move across the world from my one true love. But most importantly, I had one month to convince Edward Cullen to not lose hope in our love, and in me.
If you know me, Bella Swan, you'll be sure that I won't waste a second trying to continue life in Forks, and to convince the Cullen family to do the exact same.
I'm NOT packing my bags just yet.
I'm NOT ready to end my story I Forks just yet.
But most of all…
I'm NOT letting go of the Cullen family, not now, and not anytime soon.
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A twilight story