Authors note: hello guys!This is my first fanfic so I'm sorry if this sucks. XD Well I tried my best.

And if you are wondering if I will ever give up on this I'm telling you now: I won't.

I have an undying love for this pairing and like most of the people who also like them i get very sad of the lack of GOOD finished fanfics. :(

And to do something about i am starting to make some of my own.

This chapter is really short because I wanted to post something really quickly. But now i will be working in a bigger chapter, just wait for it.

disclaimer: sadly I don't own none of death note characters (if i did then mello would be alive)

Mello's POV

That day started as a normal day in the wammy's house... well, If you could call a day at wammy's "normal". Anyways, the point is that no one could have ever guessed what would happen later in that sunny afternoon.

I, known by everyone in the institution as Mello, the second in the race to become L, was walking trought the clean white halls of the orphanage, chewing some dark chocolate and having the company of my best friend Matt who was playing video games in his mobile console. Which wasn't so entertaining and by that I was imensely bored by the lack of something to do.

"hey Matt."

"What now Mello? I'm almost beating a boss." He said without taking his attention from the little screen.

I sighed "I'm bored."

"AND what you want me to do?!" I grew annoyed by the fact that he didn't care.

"WELL you could be a good friend for once and help me out!"

Finally looking away from the game Matt replied with a smile " . What about we go the library then? We could use some study since you are always so damn bored."

"Alright." Matt's idea was good since I would not become the best of everyone here if I didn't study more.

Entering the library room I recognized the reason of that need.I became instantelly annoyed and angry by such sight. Sitting in that fucking strange way of his there was Near, In all his flesh,bones and Emotionlessness expression...Oh god I hated that expression of his.

"mellooo... I know what you are thinking. Don't." said Matt whining.

"C'mon the sheep deserves every thing I do." I looked around for other people but surprisely there was nobody around In the room. That's great.

I started walking in his direction, and he looked up from his papers, his grey eyes fixated on mine. "hello, Mello." He said on his monotonous tone. "hello to see you here, since you seem to not do anything other than play with your stupid toys and look like an emontionless bastard."

"that's where you're mistaken, mello. I also have the need to retrieve information trough analises of books and other study material, but unlike you I have no need for doing that too often because my ability to memorize and learn is superior to yours." What?! Is he making fun of me?! That bastard! I fucking hate him!

"Is that a form of saying that you are better than me near?!" I could feel anger from every cell of my body, Near always had that efect on me. His cold way of living, and the way he thought he was superior to me never failed to make me go mad.

"I'm just stating a fact." That's it. I pulled him to the back of one of the many shelves full of books in there, Matt folowed me, a little startled. Like he didn't know I was going to make him pay for what he said. Pushing his body with force into the shelf, but not enough to make it fall, that would bring me trouble. I looked at near's face. Emotionless. Fuck. Damn.

"I just pulled you and you still have the same goddamn face!" I wanted a reaction. "matt! Have you ever saw near show feelings to someone?" matt who was gotten by suprize answered "no. I've never saw it dude." Then I did something that I didn't think I would ever do in my life.. I put my hand under near t-shirt. At the time seemed a good idea to mess with him a little like that, but I would have never guessed the reaction he gave me. He left out a soft little ankward moan. Near. He fucking moaned.

Near grabbed my hand took it from his chest and I could feel him a little bit troubled by my action. Not facing my gaze anymore, I was left there very confused and... aroused. . The. Hell.

"Dude." Said matt. I think that little moan caused the same reaction for matt.

"Whatever." I managed to tell, not knowing anything else I could say. "Let's go matt." I wanted now to leave that place.

"O-ok." Spoke matt. Very, very confused I left the room with matt by my some time with us both in silence matt finally said,smiling "Dude that was craaaazy. I never tought he would do that."

"Yeah me too."

A sly smile was placed in my best friends lips."I Wouldn't be bothered to hear that again."

I felt now my cheeks become hot. "ew gross, Matt"

"What? Even you have to admit that near has a great body and what he did was fucking sexy"

"eeeewwww matt. Do you even hear the things that come out from your mouth?" matt smiled brightly to my response.

"So now what miss I'm-so-bored?." Shit, i didn't think what to do after leaving. Curse that goddamn albino for making such a strange behaviour that made me want to leave that fucking library. It is ALWAYS near's fault,i don't know how but the brat has this annoying power of making my life a living hell.

I sighed again. Maybe I could just go to my room and get more chocolate. Who knows?

After getting into my room and grabbing some chocolate I continue my journey to get out of my state of complete boredom. I don't know why but I entered the main room, already knowing what would be waiting for me there.

Near.

His gaze was straight to one of his many blank puzzles that he seemed to enjoy and his sitting position was figure seemed to complete the whole atmosphere around him. Quiet and lonely. Besides us, there wasn't any other soul in that place, by a fraction of seconds passed through my mind why it was so empty today but it was easily forgotten. Not that I cared about that.

In slow paces i walked through the room in his direction. I wanted revenge, explanations and a way to get away from that limbo my mind seemed to be in. And near was the answer for all these things.

Now closer to the albino, I was trying to think of what should I say and do, but then loud noises and screams passed through the walls of wammy's startling both of us. What was happening?

WHOOOOOW such suspense very fanfic :v

Stay tuned for next chapter and bye bye! (hope you liked it so far :3 )