Before we were married, Castiel use to be another minion of the Lord, praying, being a good little angel, following his every order, he never disobeyed. Until that fateful day he came to hell in search for my soul, he bought me back from the dead and then fell from grace, from Heaven. He fell so fast it ripped his grace apart and now he's here with me in this dirty old motel room. He had a better life in Heaven with the other angels following orders. He should have left me in hell and lived a happy life he should have ignored my screaming calls in pain calling out for someone to help me to stop the pain I was in. "Dean!" Castiel called. Great and now he was saving me from my mind. "Dean!" Castiel called again louder pulling me from my consciousness "huh" he said showing Castiel I was listening. "What we having for lunch?" Castiel said looking at me straight in the eye. He was crouching in front of me with tired eyes. He was probably tired from all the restless nights in the motel room. He couldn't sleep because of all the nightmares he's had since he fell from grace. I feel sorry for him, falling from grace from disobeying and stopping the apocalypse, and then falling in love with me, the so called righteous man, how ridicules. "Erm lets go out to a café" I said getting off the bed. We locked the motel room door as we left.
On the way out we saw our next door neighbour he waved as we went passed, we smiled at him. We walked down the street toward the cafe across the street. As we walked in the glorious smell of food filled our noses. We sat down at a booth, the cafe was small and a bit on the old side bit it was neat and well looked after. A young girl walked over with a pen and pad in her hand. "So what will you be having?" she asked."Erm ... can I have a bacon cheese burger and a beer please" Dean said "cheese burger and a beer for my partner and an apple pie, thanks, that's all". The waitress walked away. After two minutes she came back with the order and placed the plates on the table. She walked away leaving them to they're meal. Castiel took a drag from the beer in front of him. He then took a bite of his cheese burger. After he finished he waited for Dean to finish his apple pie.
They walked to the shop next door to the cafe and bought a box of beers. They walked back to their motel room. Inside the motel room they took a beer out of the box for both of them. By the time they finished the whole box they were drunk. Castiel went to look inside the fridge; there was an extra bottle from the night before. He opened the bottle and closed the fridge. He gave the drink to Dean so he could have the first drink. They shared the drink between the two of them. They had been doing this every night since their (Sam and Gabriel) died in the apocalypse. It had broken them both. As they sat next to each other they cried only letting each other see their pain. They shared a passionate kiss. Dean stroked Castiel's hair calming his lover down witch calmed him down as well. They broke apart and looked into each other's eyes and passionately kissed one last time.