Summary: Jack and Kim have been together for 5 years and have resently been fueding with the fact that Jack's parents does not approve of her. This fueding will cause Kim to regret every single thing she said and done that night ( they are both 20)

"Hey babe it's me, just wanted to call to tell you that

i love you so so so much,

just wanted to let you know that you are my princess,

you are worthy of all of the love in the world,

you are the love of my life."

i repeatedly listened to the voicemail while feeling tears staining my cheeks. a voicemail he had left me a month ago when everything was great. when everything felt... right.

he being the one and only Jack Brewer.

sitting now in the middle of my room where the only light shown was from the moon. drips of water were starting to fall. Great, even the weather matches my mood. i thought. clutching the necklace between my small fingers feeling the coldness of the ring that hanged with it.

his parents didn't make me feel any better and yet they never bothered to show their affection towards the idea of me being with their only son. they never did approve of me. this was mostly how the fight had taking it's course. i couldnt control my tears now. not anymore.

FLASKBACK

"So Kim, what are you planning to be in the future." Mr. Brewer said breaking the silence.

i was currently at the Brewers household if you could even call it a house, a mansion would be the correct term. Sitting next to Jack and across from Mr. and Mrs. Brewer i tryed to maintain a calm expression.

" I was thinking about taking a part in journalism." i said rubbing my hands along my dress to prevent them from sweating. Why? Well, lets just say the Brewers aren't quite fond of me being with Jack.

"And why is that?" Mrs. Brewer said with a distasteful expression.

"Umm... i've always like the idea of writting it just comes to me," i began. " As i grew up i was always this shy girl never willing to speak in front of the class or anyone for the matter. But when it came to writting i didn't hold back. It felt like i was in my own little world."

"And you think you can make a living with this umm... job?" Mrs. Brewer said holding glass of wine.

"Yes, i believe i can." i said confidently. I could feel Jack smiling beside me.

"Well, that most certainly was the first but Jack," she said, uh-oh what now. "Dont you remember Lexi? Oh that was one extraordinary girl."

I sat there trying to show no expression. Let me tell more background information on this Lexi. Lexi was with Jack before i came into the picture. From what Jack told me they've have been together for a year, but Jack didn't have the same feelings as he did before. Lexi was the perfect image of what any soon to be mother-in-law would die for. Yup, thats right they were engaged. But Jack being Jack told them how he just didn't feel that spark anymore he was only going along with this to please his parents. So, they called it off.

"Remember how she wanted to be a fashion designer and would do what ever she possibly can to make it happen," Mrs. Brewer continued to say with a geniune smile. "You know Kim you should really meet her. Maybe she can even show you a thing or two."

I stared at her shocked. How could she possibly say that. I was about to make a remark when i felt a hand on mine. it was Jack's. i looked up and i could see in his eyes that he didn't want any trouble. Me, thinking he was going to speak up and defend me he simply shrugged and continued with his meal.

"She would have been a great daugther-in-law." i faintly heard coming from Mrs. Brewer.

Thinking back to that memory the sadness now turned to anger. With all that has happened i'd expect some apology but i think the hatred has overloaded since it happened. this confrontation with Jack's parents lead to that fight. the fight that i will forever regret having. the fight that changed everything.

FLASHBACK

"I can't believe you just stood there accepting everthing they said about me! In front of me!" i said pointing to myself.

Now Jack and I were on our way to our apartment. Which we had gotten ourselves when we have been dating for two years. We have been dating for 5 years now.

"What was i suppose to say huh Kim?" Jack yelled while driving towards our apartment.

"You were suppose to defend me!" i said. "You let them talk about the greatness that is Lexi Douglas and you didn't even hesitate when your mother said she was a very fine girl!"

"Well excuse me from trying to get them on a good side!" Jack said holding the steering wheel much more tighter than before. "Remember the last time they weren't and you made a stupid remark about how Lexi should belong on the gutter with the rest of her career! She somehow managed to block my bank account and not to mention she took away my priceless guitar collection, my car, and her nagging about you not being the ideal wife!"

"So that's the reason!" i said finally comprehending what he just said.

"What reason?" Jack said clearly confused before facing back to the road, making a u-turn.

"The reason why you haven't asked me to marry you!" i said looking to car window then back at him with disgust.

"No it's not!" Jack said anger sooned replacing his features.

"Yes it is!" I said balling my fist so tight my knuckles were to turning white. "We have been dating for 5 freaking years and you haven't proposed to me once! But yet when you were with Lexi who you have dating for not even a year you suddenly decide to pop the question!"

"You have got it all wrong!" Jack said anger boiling every inch of his body.

"What part huh?!" I said now close to his face. "No wonder you didn't hesitate! You clearly have feelings for her and yet i am just your pack mule picking up after all your freaking mistakes! I should have known better!"

"Kim are you even listening to yourself?!" Jack said looking at me. "You sound ridiculous! I have no feelings towards Lexi what so ever! But then again you may be right i might even go back with Lexi she's not giving me all this baggage you dragged me into!"

"Baggage?!" i said facing him aswell. "You know what fine! Go back running to Lexi and don't even dare come crawling back to me when all your walls are crumbling down because you know why?! Because i will not be their waiting for you!"

i said looking directly into his eyes which were now filled with sorrow. Suddenly his eyes turned wide and the sorrow was now replaced with fear.

"KIM! WATC-"

And that was the last thing he said to me. And the last thing i said to him. Before we crashed.

I was now drained in my own tears. I have been so stupid and reckless. Grabbing the picture from my bedside side table i pressed it so hard to my chest never taking notice how much it hurt. i regret every single word, every single syllable i had said that night. and the worst part was not knowing what he was expecting to do, what he was dieing to say when we arrived at our apartment.

FLASHBACK

Blur. Everything was a blur as we made impact with a tree. Every inch in my body was in pain, i couldn't move even if i wanted to. Slowly feeling my sight fading i looked around my surroundings. We did indeed crash into a tree which was now broken in half and on top of the car. Suddenly i felt another body against mine. Jack.

His body was on top of me around my whole body. Taking in much clearer the scene above me. Jack had his arms wrapped around me. the tree that had broken down and cascaded down was directly on top of Jack.

I stared at him wide eyed seeing his lifeless body brought me back to reality. He threw himself on top of me before the impact! He saved me.

"Jack!" i said shaking him in hoping he was going to wake up soon.

"Come on Jack. It's time to go home. Jack please answer me! Jack!" i screamed at the top of my lungs hoping this was all some kind of joke that he was playing.

"Jack! Please wake up! Answer me!" i said bringing his face close to mine. gently slapping his cheeks and expected to see those beautiful brown eyes i fell for. gently letting his head fall on my chest i reached for his hands which were grasp on my waist. Reaching one i squeezed it with all my might.

"Jack! Please dont do this to me! I need you. Please." I begged placing his cold hands on my cheek. "Dont leave me."

I heard faint sirens approach. i wasn't going to give up on hope. not now. holding on to Jack like my life depended on it i waited for the ambulance to come and bring us to safety.

I looked at my hands. Missing the warmth that was once Jack. If i couldn't have been so inconsiderate this would have never happened. this was all my fault. i could've easily let the subject go and we could have happily arrived at our apartment. and i could have seen and heard what Jack has been waiting to say for a long time. but i didn't.

FLASHBACK

Waking up i realized i was no longer on the cold concreate ground, i was at the hospital. Looking around blinking rapidly to make my surrounds visibly i noticed i was lying down on a hospital bed. several tubes were attached to me as it lead to a machine beside me making beeping noises. I was also aware of a tube across my face, placed in my nose as to giving me some air to breath. Then i remembered Jack. Where is he now?!

Slowly sitting up ignoring the pain i felt in every part of my body mostly my back but that all didn't matter as i tryed my best to find out what has happened to Jack. If he did survive.

I slowly turned my body around while disconnecting the tubes that were placed on me, then the one across my face. After recovering the horrible pain i took a foot and stepped the cold hard floor. Then another foot. Holding on to the railing of the bed i slowly began my walk to the door.

Opening the door quietly. I did not need anyone to come right now, right now the only thing i wanted and needed was to see Jack. Looking back to the room i was currently in i noticed i wasn't alone. There was a light blue curtain seperating me and the other person. The weird thing was that who is it may be the machine wasnt beeping.

Closing the door i reached to my bed once again taking hold of the railing and making my way to the curtain. I slowly pulled it. Revealing a lifeless body. It was a he. He who looked so familiar and then i realized it was Jack.

He looked so different. His face was so pale, bruises and cuts covered his entire body. His hair lost its flow as it now cascaded down his face. His lips slightly parted. I took a look at his chest which was not rising.

coming out of my shock. I grasped to Jack's hospital gown. "Jack! I know your there! I know your hearing me! Please don't leave! Please! I love you! I need you! Im so sorry Jack im sorry! Please forgive me! Please!"

The rest was a blur as nurses and doctors bursted through the room. Trying to make me release Jack's lifeless body. Hugging Jack like my life depended on it because it did. "Dont! Please just save him! Please!" i screamed to the doctors with tears staining my face as well as Jack's. Nurses assuring me that everything will be okay but i knew they were lieing. Holding on to Jack with all my might i screamed. "Why?! Take me instead!"

The doctors along with the nurses successful pulled me away from Jack and towards my own bed. I screamed and kicked wanting to get out of their gripped as they tryed to reason with me but they couldn't.

Suddenly i felt a sharp point on my right arm turning around directly where the pain was i noticed the doctor sedating me. All i saw was black.

That was the last time i saw Jack other than attending his funeral. I couldn't say goodbye, i can't. I brought my knees to my face as more tears started to fall. i couldn't stop them from forming. all because of my stupidly i lost the love of my life. i should've waiting to discuss the incident at our apartment. but because of my fullishness i didn't. if i could've waited a little bit longer i would have seen what Jack as been wanting to say for a long time now.

FLASHBACK

that same week i was released out of the hospital. i didn't bother calling my parents or the Brewers i just made my way to our apartment. i arrived saftely to the apartment as i just went walking towards it. Before opening the fence that led to the apartment. i noticed a rose. Slowly picking it up i walked up to the front door step. Looking down i noticed another rose. Confused i grabbed it and slowly unlocked the door and made my way in. Walking in to the scene my whole walls came crumbling down, i fell down crying hugging my knees tighter against my body.

Right in front of me many latterns were lit as well as many candles. Giving the living room that beautiful romantic glow. the couch which was now covered in red blankets as well as the kitchen counter and the table that lay in the middle. but what was on the floor in front of me left me speechless and cry much more than i was now.

roses were formed into a heart across the floor and in the middle of it many pictures that Jack and I shared were in place to form the words "Will you marry me?" and just below the words a item was present.

my heart ached, the beating of it was making it so hard to breathe, shallow breaths were released as i picked up the ring. Wiping my tears away the ring had something i had not taken noticed before. on the side of the ring it was craved to form the words "Love will remember."

I cried myself to sleep everyday since that night. I regret everything i had done everything i had caused. My heart will always have a hole and there is no one who can cover it. Taking off my necklace i looked at the ring that was attached to it. The same ring Jack was going to propose to me, the same ring i found in the middle of the heart.

he died saving me and i know i will never marry anyone else because no one will ever come close to him. He is the love of my life.

Love will remember.

Sad ending I know but don't worry I will be making more that will hopefully have happy ones.

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