Authors notes: something Dean wants to tell us.

Meaningless in an ocean of souls
Just a spot in this huge world
I'm lost in my own thoughts
And I can only see darkness
No future for me
The past, a bad memory
The present, a cruel joke
Nobody can see
That I'm screaming for help
My fear put a happy mask on me
My truly me is agonizing inside
An ocean of feelings and thoughts
I don't care about me
The world never realized I was here
Nobody is going to miss me...
I just have a car, a jacket and my brother
My other half
My faith keeper
My best work in this world
My reason to live and to die
My reason to die
My reason to die