She sat quietly looking at all the pictures. Tad had just turned her world upside down and she didn't know what to do or think next. How was it possible? The absudity of the situation, it was too much for her to process. She knew that Jackson and the kids would be looking for her, but she couldn't face any of them right now. Josh was the son she thought she had aborted. Dr. madden had saved them fetus and implanted it in his wife so she could have a child. How was it even possible? Even in Pine Valley where people routinely came back form the dead this seemed crazy.

She rose slowly and walked to the refrigerator. Removing a soda she walked back, to the sofa where she had been sitting. Tears streaming down her face she flashed back to the period of time when she found out that Kendall was her daughter. Kendall. Sweet precious Kendall, had also posed as her assistant then stabbed her in the back. What was it with her children, who she had given up, coming back and making her life hell. The door opened slowly.

"Mother?" Kendall asked slowly. "Are you alright?"

"I just want to be alone right now," She said forcefully. "I don't want to see anybody."

"Not even me?" Bianca asked walking in, she turned to Kendall "Let me have a some time with mom." Kendall left without another word.

"You did not have to come home Bianca," Erica said turning away form her daughter. "Theres nothing you can do for me."

"Maybe not, but this is not the Erica Kane that everyone has come to love." Bianca said with a knowing smile "Why don't you tell me whats wrong."

"You really want to know? Are you sure that you can handle it? I gave up 2 children for their own benefit. Well okay so my son Josh was so I could be a model but I didn't want him to come into this world and now he is. He pretended to be my friend, my loyal producer/assistant and the entire time he was Nothing more than a manipulative bastard."

"Truly your son." Bianca cracked

Ignoring Bianca Erica went on. "Then theres Kendall. I never remembered ever having her until Mona, your grandmother told me that I had been pregnant at 14 and gave up the child for adoption. She came back to town twice, both times intent on making my life hell. Yes I love her now but that doesn't count does it? I just wish there was one child I thought I lost that would stay gone."

"Mom," Bianca took a step forward "Things happen, but you need to face this head on. Let's head to the house Uncle Jack is going crazy looking for you."

"How'd you know where to find me?" Erica asked slightly confused.

"You always come back to Grandmas house when your upset."