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Chapter One: So Many Thoughts

Jessica was sitting on a swing underneath a big oak tree in the Robinsons' backyard, feeling the breeze on her face and listening to the trees rustling. It was peaceful and the Robinsons knew not to bother Jessica when she was out there. Jessica had been going out to the swing for a week with a lot on her mind. She had too many things on her mind that she couldn't concentrate on her inventions or her music writing. Jessica was fighting a battle she couldn't win. She couldn't win the battle on her own, her thoughts already confirmed that. The unseen enemy was winning. Plus she was running from the only One who could save her. She didn't know what to do. She wanting to stop running, but the enemy won't let her. Jessica asked Wesley about it already but didn't want to hear what he had to say.

"Jess the enemy is trying to destroy you." Wesley said, concerned.

"I know! What should I do?" Jessica asked.

"Ask Him." Wesley replied.

"Why should I?" Jessica asked.

"Because He is the only One who can save you from your thoughts, those thoughts are going to destroy you." Wesley answered.

"I didn't come here to hear you preach, Wes." Jessica snapped.

"No, but you did come here for answers and I gave it to you." Wesley said.

"I don't need Him to save me!" Jessica yelled, getting mad.

Wesley remained calm. "Jess, you need Jesus. He can help you and you know that. You are just too stubborn to accept that." Wesley said.

"Maybe Wesley is right. Maybe I do need Jesus and I'm too stubborn to accept the fact." Jessica thought out loud.

'No, Jess…you don't need Him.'

"No, I can't let the enemy win. I just can't!" Jessica cried out.

'You can't win the battle alone. In fact you lost a long time ago.'

"No, no, no…" Jessica whispered.

Jessica closed her eyes as tears streamed down her face. The battle for her soul was just beginning. Sure it began a long time ago, but now it really started.


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