"I could have killer General Cobb. I could have killed him but I didn't."
The number of times he had wished she could have just been a soldier. But wishing his daughter was a murderer hurt him more than anything. Because she was so alive. She was young and happy and so full of life. Her bravery and willingness to change her views made him so proud.
And if she'd just puller the trigger when the gun was pointing at the General then she wouldn't be dead. She would be alive and they would be together, travelling the universe.
She made the conscious decision not to kill. However much he wished she hadn't.
He wished she hadn't leapt in front of him.
He wished she hadn't saved him.
He wished she hadn't loved him.
"She was too much like me."