Title Unknown
I don't own this, I don't know who does really, and I really don't give a damn, if you own it, well whoopee do for you. If you don't own it, well if you're a guy, go hurt yourself badly, if you're a girl, call me up some time.
Now on ward to my story, I know the characters may seem really out of character, but hey they're 18 years old, they have to grow up some time so they do act differently. I sorry if something's might offend you cuz I am in a bad mood right now so please don't forgive me.
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Tai's Point of View ::::::::::::::::::::::::::
I feel horrible, My heart feels like it was ripped out of my chest. I feel so sad but at the same time a feeling of freedom surrounds me. But for some weird reason all I want to do is ignore this new feeling and only be sad.
I know its all 'her' fault. 'She' knew I loved 'her' but all 'she' wanted to do was hurt me.
"What a bitch" I said to no one, as I walk down this street.
The street is oddly quiet, I've never seen it like this, but the feeling of loneliness that comes from the street oddly comforts me.
"How could she, she knew I'd love her forever!" "How could she say I could never love!"
"She even said I gave her the creeps!"
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Flashback ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 3 years earlier
This was when our friendship started to break apart. I thought we were best friends. We always told each other everything.
But during that summer, everything would change.
I went to her house like any other day.
When I got there, I knocked on the door as usual, but this time, which was the first in a long time, no one answered the door. Me and Sora were best friends and she gave me her house key a year earlier in case I needed a place to stay, cause I had gotten kicked out of my house that year. I easily slipped the key into the lock and unlocked the door letting myself inside.
I took my shoes off at the door and made my way to the kitchen wheni heard noises coming from Sora's rrom. That was weird I didn't think anyone would be home right now.
I slowly made my way to her room, when I got there I recognized the noises as moaning. This got me a little worried to I opened the door only to find Sora and Matt in bed together. I don't even know if the saw me, so I left as quickly as I could.
1 year later
We were 16 then. After the incident with Sora and Matt, I felt different. I felt like I had no place in their live anymore. I still hung out with them, but I felt like an outcast. I never told anyone I saw them and they never mentioned it so I guess they never saw me.
One day Sora confronted me about my new behavior.
"Tai? Are you OK?" she asked with concern on her face.
"What makes you thinks there's something wrong?"
"Well ever since I started going out with Matt, you have been acting different, when you are with us, I always have the feeling your lonely."
"Well I'm not, I hang around you guys all day, how could I be lonely?!" I said a little angry that she could see through me so easily.
Sora was taken back by my outburst and took a step back, maybe in fright. This thought gave me a little pleasure. Now that was something I did not want to think about. I wonder where that thought came from.
"Tai, I'm sorry..you just seem different."
"Maybe I am different" With that I walked away with out another look back.
After that I started to stop hanging out with her and her friends. I tried to find some new friends but, this was more difficult than I thought It would be, in fact it made me uncomfortable to try and make friends or even be friends,
'sad thoughts from a sad human' I thought to myself.
When I was about seventeen i heard that Matt had proposed to Sora to marry him right after graduation and she actually ACCEPTED!
What I sickening thought, Marriage, love, dating, these things made shiver go down my spine.
How could she accept! That was the moment when i started to think I cold be in love with her.
I went to her a week later,
"um. hi Sora..." I really didn't know what to say to her.
"Ugh?? Tai is that you? You look different." Indeed I did, I had my hair now cut, now it was chin length and spikes downward. I also started to wear cloths that were mostly black. I wore black leather pants that had black flames pressed into the bottom of the leather pants. My shirt was the only thing that wasn't black, gray, or white. I was wearing a red leather shirt that zipped up to the collar. Covering this I wore a black leather jacket that was tattered in a lot of places. It had wolf fur for the collar and a couple of chains were being held on at the cuffs of my sleeves. ( Think of Duo Maxwell from the Gundam Wing movie and that digimon from the 3rd series that looks like a punk rock star.)
" Tai, you wanna come in?"
"Yeah sure" I walked in unusually at first afraid to run into Matt. I wasn't really afraid of Matt but the situation that it would put me in. Lucky for me he wasn't.
"So ugh, what brings you by? We really haven't talked to each other for a while?"
I could tell she was uncomfortable, I was used to this since I changed into the cloths I were now. But it surprised me that Sora was looking at me the way she was.
"Well I heard you were going to marry Matt"
Yeah, I love him so much! So you came here to congratulate me?"
"Not really, I just wanted to know why you would want to marry him?"
"What does that mean!?!"
".well I just wanted to be sure that you want to marry him" I replied calmly, maybe even acidly. Which ever I didn't notice.
" Why wouldn't I want to marry him!?!" she asked
" BECAUSE I THINK I MIGHT LOVE YOU!" Even I was taken back by that outburst, I haven't done something like that since I was 13. But I wasn't prepared for what she said next.
"TAI, How could you love me? LOOK AT YOUR SELF! I don't even think you could love anything! Especially not me!"
".." I took a step back, I had not expected this. I quickly turned and ran down the street not caring where I ended up.
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That how I ended up where I am now.
I had nowhere to go now so I kept running down this street.
I somehow found my house later that night. My so called family was already asleep. They didn't even worry if I was safe, I guess no one cared for me any more.
It was this very second that I decided to leave for good.
The digital world would except me. The digimon were mostly firendly, hey I might even see Agumon again.
I quickly made my way to my room to get what little I needed. My pocket knife anf D-vice.
After this I went to my computer, not even thinking about my family anymore.
I open the Gate to the digital world and jumped in with one thought, Kill or be killed, I have no idea where this came from but I was at the moment hoping on the latter.
In the digital world.
Godmon's place
"OOOHH what have we here a new dark digimon? Hmm no it a Human!" But his spirit feels so much like a evil digimon?"
Alwell might as well see what he does. That can''t hurt."
OW, that hurt I landed on my head when I came out of the gate.
I was in a very dark place, the room was dark except for the stained glass windows that circled it.
There was a hauting yet comforting music coming from the back of the room.
I moved slowly through the room towards the sound. I had a strangely warm feeling flowing through me when I heard it.
When I got to the back of the room I saw a doorway that led me through a long hallway that had pictures of Lady Devimon and Devimon through out the hall. This gave me the big clue of where I was. Devimons ex 'home' or I guess castle fits the place much better.
I took out a cigarette and lit it. Taking a puff slowly letting it flow through my lungs, its relaxed me pretty fast. I finally got to the end of the hall. The room that connected to the hall was what could only be called a thrown room.
" Who are you?" said a solf yet haunting voice from the corner.
"that depends who's asking?" I replied defiantly.
"Ohh a feisty one, a human at that." Said the voice " Oh I remember you, your that Tai kid, hmm grew up some if I say so myself"
" If you know me so well I must know you! So who are?!" I was mad, no angry maybe not even that, I was callus. Beyond any feeling I felt before.
"Please, you remember me, you just don't see me for who I am" she calmly replyed, With that she stepped into the light.
"L..Lady..Lady Devimon!" I surprised to say the least.
"Yes it is me,,,Hmm you changed in more ways than one I see." She ment my cloathing.
Yeah well so have you, your not wearing that mask anymore," that's when I noticed the mask she wore was gone as was the piece of cloth that had a face on it. Her eyes stood out the most, they were blood red, they were so haunting, I couldn't breath when I looked in her eyes. This never happened to me before.
Her lips were a blue as dark as twilight, her skin pail as a corpse. But she was so beautiful.
"Hell where did that thought come from!" I said aloud. I didn't think I said it but I did and she heard it.
"What thought?" she asked very curiously.
"Um, nothing, so I'll just be going now, its boring around here." I told her.
" Um.. Tai. I know its boring here but could you..this is going to sound weird. Would you stay a little longer. Your right it is lonely here, I don't want to leave the castle though, and I promise not to kill you. ?!" She asked,
She was acting weird , I know this! I mean the Ladydevimon I knew would try to kill me end of story, but the Lady Devimon before me, intrigued me.
So I decided to stay.
Ok, I don't have anywhere to go anyway, but I want to know something first. Why are you so different from before, when I knew you before you would have tried to kill just to do it. Why not now.?" I asked
A gloom covered her face as she slowly replied to my question. " I don't want to talk about it know but later I will tell you. I promise"
I didn't question her, she looked very lonely ' but not as lonely as myself' I told myself in my head.
"If I'm staying here with you, you think you could give me a place to stay, like maybe a bedroom?" I asked sarcastically.
"Yeah sure" she sighed with a sad smile on her face, "follow me" , With that she turned her back to me and walked to a wall and lightly touched a brick in the wall, A door open out of no where that led us down a hall to the bed rooms.
"This one on the left is mine so you can have the other one" she told me
"hey, you'll still be hear when I wake up right?" I asked
"Yes, why would you ask me that" she asked
"Well the whole reason I came hear was because no one wanted me in my world, they didn't love me or care about me, some of them thought I can't love anyone so why should they love me? I was lonely, so I came here. I've bean lonely for a long time, I don't want to be lonely anymore." I said quietly, mostly to myself but she heard me.
"Trust me I will be here, I am tired of being lonely too, I will be here tomorrow."
"thank you.." I said slowly. She closed the door behind her as she left to her room across the hall.
"No more loneliness" I said "Thank you.." With this I turned to the bed in the room to fall into a blissful sleep filled dreams, but oddly enough they were of LadyDavimon.
To Be Continued? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
I hope you like this chapter I will only write more if I get more than 6 good reviews
I don't own this, I don't know who does really, and I really don't give a damn, if you own it, well whoopee do for you. If you don't own it, well if you're a guy, go hurt yourself badly, if you're a girl, call me up some time.
Now on ward to my story, I know the characters may seem really out of character, but hey they're 18 years old, they have to grow up some time so they do act differently. I sorry if something's might offend you cuz I am in a bad mood right now so please don't forgive me.
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Tai's Point of View ::::::::::::::::::::::::::
I feel horrible, My heart feels like it was ripped out of my chest. I feel so sad but at the same time a feeling of freedom surrounds me. But for some weird reason all I want to do is ignore this new feeling and only be sad.
I know its all 'her' fault. 'She' knew I loved 'her' but all 'she' wanted to do was hurt me.
"What a bitch" I said to no one, as I walk down this street.
The street is oddly quiet, I've never seen it like this, but the feeling of loneliness that comes from the street oddly comforts me.
"How could she, she knew I'd love her forever!" "How could she say I could never love!"
"She even said I gave her the creeps!"
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Flashback ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ 3 years earlier
This was when our friendship started to break apart. I thought we were best friends. We always told each other everything.
But during that summer, everything would change.
I went to her house like any other day.
When I got there, I knocked on the door as usual, but this time, which was the first in a long time, no one answered the door. Me and Sora were best friends and she gave me her house key a year earlier in case I needed a place to stay, cause I had gotten kicked out of my house that year. I easily slipped the key into the lock and unlocked the door letting myself inside.
I took my shoes off at the door and made my way to the kitchen wheni heard noises coming from Sora's rrom. That was weird I didn't think anyone would be home right now.
I slowly made my way to her room, when I got there I recognized the noises as moaning. This got me a little worried to I opened the door only to find Sora and Matt in bed together. I don't even know if the saw me, so I left as quickly as I could.
1 year later
We were 16 then. After the incident with Sora and Matt, I felt different. I felt like I had no place in their live anymore. I still hung out with them, but I felt like an outcast. I never told anyone I saw them and they never mentioned it so I guess they never saw me.
One day Sora confronted me about my new behavior.
"Tai? Are you OK?" she asked with concern on her face.
"What makes you thinks there's something wrong?"
"Well ever since I started going out with Matt, you have been acting different, when you are with us, I always have the feeling your lonely."
"Well I'm not, I hang around you guys all day, how could I be lonely?!" I said a little angry that she could see through me so easily.
Sora was taken back by my outburst and took a step back, maybe in fright. This thought gave me a little pleasure. Now that was something I did not want to think about. I wonder where that thought came from.
"Tai, I'm sorry..you just seem different."
"Maybe I am different" With that I walked away with out another look back.
After that I started to stop hanging out with her and her friends. I tried to find some new friends but, this was more difficult than I thought It would be, in fact it made me uncomfortable to try and make friends or even be friends,
'sad thoughts from a sad human' I thought to myself.
When I was about seventeen i heard that Matt had proposed to Sora to marry him right after graduation and she actually ACCEPTED!
What I sickening thought, Marriage, love, dating, these things made shiver go down my spine.
How could she accept! That was the moment when i started to think I cold be in love with her.
I went to her a week later,
"um. hi Sora..." I really didn't know what to say to her.
"Ugh?? Tai is that you? You look different." Indeed I did, I had my hair now cut, now it was chin length and spikes downward. I also started to wear cloths that were mostly black. I wore black leather pants that had black flames pressed into the bottom of the leather pants. My shirt was the only thing that wasn't black, gray, or white. I was wearing a red leather shirt that zipped up to the collar. Covering this I wore a black leather jacket that was tattered in a lot of places. It had wolf fur for the collar and a couple of chains were being held on at the cuffs of my sleeves. ( Think of Duo Maxwell from the Gundam Wing movie and that digimon from the 3rd series that looks like a punk rock star.)
" Tai, you wanna come in?"
"Yeah sure" I walked in unusually at first afraid to run into Matt. I wasn't really afraid of Matt but the situation that it would put me in. Lucky for me he wasn't.
"So ugh, what brings you by? We really haven't talked to each other for a while?"
I could tell she was uncomfortable, I was used to this since I changed into the cloths I were now. But it surprised me that Sora was looking at me the way she was.
"Well I heard you were going to marry Matt"
Yeah, I love him so much! So you came here to congratulate me?"
"Not really, I just wanted to know why you would want to marry him?"
"What does that mean!?!"
".well I just wanted to be sure that you want to marry him" I replied calmly, maybe even acidly. Which ever I didn't notice.
" Why wouldn't I want to marry him!?!" she asked
" BECAUSE I THINK I MIGHT LOVE YOU!" Even I was taken back by that outburst, I haven't done something like that since I was 13. But I wasn't prepared for what she said next.
"TAI, How could you love me? LOOK AT YOUR SELF! I don't even think you could love anything! Especially not me!"
".." I took a step back, I had not expected this. I quickly turned and ran down the street not caring where I ended up.
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That how I ended up where I am now.
I had nowhere to go now so I kept running down this street.
I somehow found my house later that night. My so called family was already asleep. They didn't even worry if I was safe, I guess no one cared for me any more.
It was this very second that I decided to leave for good.
The digital world would except me. The digimon were mostly firendly, hey I might even see Agumon again.
I quickly made my way to my room to get what little I needed. My pocket knife anf D-vice.
After this I went to my computer, not even thinking about my family anymore.
I open the Gate to the digital world and jumped in with one thought, Kill or be killed, I have no idea where this came from but I was at the moment hoping on the latter.
In the digital world.
Godmon's place
"OOOHH what have we here a new dark digimon? Hmm no it a Human!" But his spirit feels so much like a evil digimon?"
Alwell might as well see what he does. That can''t hurt."
OW, that hurt I landed on my head when I came out of the gate.
I was in a very dark place, the room was dark except for the stained glass windows that circled it.
There was a hauting yet comforting music coming from the back of the room.
I moved slowly through the room towards the sound. I had a strangely warm feeling flowing through me when I heard it.
When I got to the back of the room I saw a doorway that led me through a long hallway that had pictures of Lady Devimon and Devimon through out the hall. This gave me the big clue of where I was. Devimons ex 'home' or I guess castle fits the place much better.
I took out a cigarette and lit it. Taking a puff slowly letting it flow through my lungs, its relaxed me pretty fast. I finally got to the end of the hall. The room that connected to the hall was what could only be called a thrown room.
" Who are you?" said a solf yet haunting voice from the corner.
"that depends who's asking?" I replied defiantly.
"Ohh a feisty one, a human at that." Said the voice " Oh I remember you, your that Tai kid, hmm grew up some if I say so myself"
" If you know me so well I must know you! So who are?!" I was mad, no angry maybe not even that, I was callus. Beyond any feeling I felt before.
"Please, you remember me, you just don't see me for who I am" she calmly replyed, With that she stepped into the light.
"L..Lady..Lady Devimon!" I surprised to say the least.
"Yes it is me,,,Hmm you changed in more ways than one I see." She ment my cloathing.
Yeah well so have you, your not wearing that mask anymore," that's when I noticed the mask she wore was gone as was the piece of cloth that had a face on it. Her eyes stood out the most, they were blood red, they were so haunting, I couldn't breath when I looked in her eyes. This never happened to me before.
Her lips were a blue as dark as twilight, her skin pail as a corpse. But she was so beautiful.
"Hell where did that thought come from!" I said aloud. I didn't think I said it but I did and she heard it.
"What thought?" she asked very curiously.
"Um, nothing, so I'll just be going now, its boring around here." I told her.
" Um.. Tai. I know its boring here but could you..this is going to sound weird. Would you stay a little longer. Your right it is lonely here, I don't want to leave the castle though, and I promise not to kill you. ?!" She asked,
She was acting weird , I know this! I mean the Ladydevimon I knew would try to kill me end of story, but the Lady Devimon before me, intrigued me.
So I decided to stay.
Ok, I don't have anywhere to go anyway, but I want to know something first. Why are you so different from before, when I knew you before you would have tried to kill just to do it. Why not now.?" I asked
A gloom covered her face as she slowly replied to my question. " I don't want to talk about it know but later I will tell you. I promise"
I didn't question her, she looked very lonely ' but not as lonely as myself' I told myself in my head.
"If I'm staying here with you, you think you could give me a place to stay, like maybe a bedroom?" I asked sarcastically.
"Yeah sure" she sighed with a sad smile on her face, "follow me" , With that she turned her back to me and walked to a wall and lightly touched a brick in the wall, A door open out of no where that led us down a hall to the bed rooms.
"This one on the left is mine so you can have the other one" she told me
"hey, you'll still be hear when I wake up right?" I asked
"Yes, why would you ask me that" she asked
"Well the whole reason I came hear was because no one wanted me in my world, they didn't love me or care about me, some of them thought I can't love anyone so why should they love me? I was lonely, so I came here. I've bean lonely for a long time, I don't want to be lonely anymore." I said quietly, mostly to myself but she heard me.
"Trust me I will be here, I am tired of being lonely too, I will be here tomorrow."
"thank you.." I said slowly. She closed the door behind her as she left to her room across the hall.
"No more loneliness" I said "Thank you.." With this I turned to the bed in the room to fall into a blissful sleep filled dreams, but oddly enough they were of LadyDavimon.
To Be Continued? ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
I hope you like this chapter I will only write more if I get more than 6 good reviews