Void
All my life, I was focused on one thing:
Revenge, I thought it was beautiful
That I lost everything I had
Every emotion, whether happy or sad
I thought it'd make me happy
But instead
It left me dull and empty
Oh, I want to bang my head
What can I do to fill this?
This empty heart
So full of cruelty and malice
I can't even retrieve a small part
I know I can't come back
I don't have the knack
My pride would never allow it
What should I do?
What will I do with my life?
I don't even know how to love
What can I say to you?
Your love is so true
Will you forgive me?
Love me again
I think about this
Every now and then
Yes, I am a bastard
A fool, a retard
So obsessed with revenge
I forgot about my family, my team
I admit this freely
I am a self-centered freak
Really
In personality I'm weak
I dream about me coming back
And you running toward me
And filling me again
With what I lack