CSI-MIAMI and the characters are not mine, unfortunately!!!!

I was in the lab when my life began to change.

I didn't get the call John did but I could tell it was something serious and the feeling in my stomach would not go away.

When I got to the beach I had to keep telling myself to put one foot in front of the other and walk towards the tape.

It seemed to take hours.

I wanted to run to her and tell her to get up and stop playing and that it wasn't funny.

I fought with all the strength that I had not to cry, thankfully I had my sunglasses on.

I don't know how I kept on going, must have been pure adrenaline.

I was going to get this guy, I made a promise to myself and most important to Janet.

When I got the results from Claudia I took off by myself I had to do it by myself.

Janet probably would have kicked my ass if she were still alive.

I went to the gun shop and didn't even flinch when I went inside, my mind was on one thing and one thing only.

I got more than I bargained for he was in the shop. I saw him and I only realized what I could do when I got up to him and my gun was on his temple.

When he eventually put his gun down I turned my gun just like he had on his other victims and Janet.

I saw Janet lying on the sand and almost pulled the trigger. Janet is the one who stopped me, her smiling face came into my mind.

I went back to headquarters and did the paper work and went home.

I was sitting staring at the blank t.v.

I couldn't be here, I couldn't be in Miami everything reminds me of her, everywhere I look reminds me of something we've done or were planning to do.

I almost run into my bedroom and pack a few clothes in a bag and leave.

I'm in my car and I have no idea where I am going, I see a sign for the airport and head that way.

I get to the counter and ask for the next plane out.

The lady behind the counter looks at me as if I have two heads and asks me where I would like to go.

I tell her it doesn't matter.

She tells me there's a flight leaving for Las Vegas in 45 minutes and I immediately take it.

So here I am on a plane leaving Miami going to Las Vegas when thought hits me and I can't believe I never thought of it before Catherine and Warrick work in Las Vegas.