This story was inspired by a song called "Mariposa y sol" by Danna Paola which means Butterfly and
sun. so basically it says " I know I'm ugly and beauty on the inside is not enough and I'm an ugly
duckling on the outside but tomorrow I''ll find someone who will love me…" anyway when I heard it
on youtube some of the comments made me sad how some people call them ugly and hit them for no
reason. So this is for them.
Summary: " I know I'm ugly and beauty on the inside is not enough and I'm an ugly duckling on the outside but tomorrow I''ll find someone who will love me…"
"you're so ugly I can't believe someone could create such a human… oh wait I'm sorry I meant creature
hahahah" laughed a pretty blonde with her friends. Her name is Luna Koizumi she had a body that boys
would go gaga but I know it's all fake she's actually a b-cup but she got her dad to buy her implants to
make them look d-size. She has many friends or "pretend" to be friends and she is the populist girl in
school. Everybody wants to be like her and everyone wants her to notice them. I wish I had at least one
friend, at least that way I won't feel so lonely, if you slap on two nore friends we could be the three
Musketeers hee hee, but yeah I could only wish. Oy I know I should not be envying her because is a
Sin but sometimes I can't help but look in a mirror and turn the other way. What do I have that makes
me special I look so..so average no that's not the word its lower than that. Sure I have waist length hair
and I don't have acne but that is not special enough… at least not to me. Luna has short hair and good
taste in clothes sure they might be a bit well a lot skanky looking but.. OH I don't know it suits her I
guess. "You'll never be pretty you stupid ugly duckling QUAK..QUAK… here duck want some bread
crumbs" she said while throwing some in my direction. "oh I think I hear your beastly mother coming oh
wait you don't have one I guess she is with your father huh… three feet underground hahaha" tears
started rolling down my face; yes I am an orphan but that is no reason to make fun of me oh why does
she bullies me all day I never do anything to her, I don't even have the same classes as her and yet she
stills makes me feel like trash. "you know what Sakura nobody and I do mean NOBODY decent looking
will even want to be with you much less fall in love with you… I can just picture myself walking down the
aisle with my daddy holding my hand telling me how gorgeous I am in my designers dress and gucchi
shoes… and my handsome groom of a hotty Natsume waiting for me to say I do. Oh! Don't worry you'll
be invited to the wedding as a trash picker upper, of course, since it looks like you need the money I
mean look at yourself, look at your feet, I'm guessing those aren't gucchi nor prada shoes oh what a
shame." RING RING! "hello, Luna speaking…. Oh mother dear how are you …yes….yes mmhm I'm
writing it down as we speak" she said while staring at the passing guys that complimented her from
head to toe. "ah you don't say I'll be right there chao mom. " she hanged up. "guess what girls, my mom
just bought me another beach house let's go and check it out… Mikan want to come" she offer me I was
taken aback but was filled with joy since I don't have friends and I rarely go out unless is for work or
school. "r-really" I said. "of course, you know I was just playing back there" Luna said a big grin waiting
to appear on my face. "Pfft I can't BELIEVE you fell for that what makes you think I would hang out with
a shrek like face as YOUrself don't you understand your too ugly and might scare all the hotties over
there I mean I do have Natsume but I am a women who does not like to eat the same fruit every day if
you know what I mean which you don't so why would i bother telling you." With that they left, leaving
me standing on the front gates of the school with bread crumbs around and on me and stains in my eyes
that wouldn't go away.
I didn't want to go back home, what's the use, nobody is going to greet me, nobody is going to tell me
how my day went, and nobody would call me to tell that they love me and can't wait to see me in
school. I walked and walked and before I knew it my feet lead me to the park. This magical place with its
mixture of autumn leaves and sakura petals drifting in the wind while the puddles of rain reflected the
rays of the setting sun. There weren't a lot of people maybe twenty at least distributed among the park,
but I walked deeper wanting to be alone and not see the happy faces of families while reminiscing my
happy childhood so it could soon be follow by hurtful memories. As I went deeper and the laughter of
children was fading away I saw a Sakura tree that did not look like the rest of the other ones. This tree
did not have that beauty glow like its peers; it did not have a fine bark it actually had scraps of it peeled
off and sitting on the ground but it just had something that attracted me to it maybe because I can
relate to it even if we are from different species. I sat down on its sturdy roots
and began to sing expressing my feelings, my soul, and my true self:
I know the mirror does not lie to me
I am what I am; and I'll stay like this
Beauty on the inside; Is not enough
On the outside I'm an ugly duckling
But still I am half a butterfly opening my wings
I'm like the sun in twilight
And tomorrow I'll find;
Someone that would love me with his heart
Tomorrow I'll just be me;
A butterfly and the sun
Uuuuuuuuhhh
What does time matter;
In the words if the language of glances exist
When I find you they come from deep inside of me
That is your true self that I've been looking for
I am half a butterfly and sun still in metamorphous
I am like the sun in twilight
And tomorrow I'll find;
Someone that would love me with his heart
Tomorrow I'll just be me;
A butterfly and the sun
I'm more than you can see;
Close your eyes;
And tomorrow I'll find someone that will love me
Just as I am
Tomorrow I'll just be me;
And tomorrow I will find someone who will love me
Just as I am; Tomorrow I will be just me;
A Butterfly and the sun
After I finished singing I felt relieve like a weight had been lifted from my shoulders. I love to sing it
clears my head and makes me realize that I can always find a solution to my problems. I did not notice it
was already dusk with that knowledge I began to sprint off to my homeuntil the sun rises again and
when that time comes I know I can deal with my stress. I know that no matter who pushes me I can
always count on myself to make me feel better because the only person that really understands me it's
well, me. I am, after all, a butterfly and the sun, I will become strong and no matter what Luna says and
does to me I just have to think positive. She is just a boulder in my path sure it's a big one but nobody
said it would be easy. I can only believe that I would have the strength to surpass this and beside she
might make my life a living hell but it would be my high school life, she won't be in the same college as
me or be in the same carrier as me, at least I hope she won't but if she is i just hope I would not be
alone.
This would be a two chapter the last chapter would be in Natsume's point of view. Bye \^o^/
