A/N: So these will be short chapters but I'm hoping to make you cry -crosses fingers-. This is just a series of love letters sent to Yao then Yao's diary entry after reading the letter.
Don't like, don't read.
I don't own these characters or Hetalia but this is my plot. Claims!
My dearest Yao Yao,
You've been through so much pain, seen so much suffering, felt so much sadness.
When I saw you broken, your family gone, I just wanted to protect you. So I became bigger; I gained more control but I guess somewhere along the way…
I lost my sanity and my way. I hurt you. I hurt lots of people. People I like and people I love.
I want you to know. I never wanted to hurt you. I wanted to save you from this world
I know you can take care of yourself. You're strong, proud and powerful but I couldn't help myself- I lost control and I had to help you.
I know I don't deserve your love- none of us do- but if you decide to love again.
Please remember me… because I'll always be here
I'll never leave you.
I promise.
Ivan,
Dear diary,
Today Ivan wrote me a letter confessing his love for me. I couldn't help but think how much courage it took to write that. To tell me everything…
When I read it, I cried. Not because I didn't like it or I didn't love him back
No, because it was my fault he became that- that monster. The one he regrets everyday and cries over every night. I've heard him sobbing in his room.
I know I shouldn't blame myself but it's my nature. I care deeply for Ivan and I always have. It was hard for me to let him go during the Sino-Soviet split. I felt empty for days but it had to be done.
I just keep thinking why he would send this to me? Why now…
A/N: Done! Please don't hesitate to point out any grammer mistakes. I don't mind.
Also there will be four more chapters. I'll update next week :D
R&R
-See le Fairy Witch-