I have always had these...feelings for jasper .Unexplainable feelings .I guess it started when i first met him about 6 years ago.I was 12 and living in Nashville ,Tennessee at the time .You see i move around alot because of my step father Phil ,he is in minor league baseball ..nothing big really -_- but he thinks he is c(: .So like i was saying at the time we were settled in Nashville and i was doing my daily walks at the park ,it was a cloudy day ..and thats when i saw him ..my first crush was on Jasper ,i guess i have always found him attractive .After that we started talking and hanging out every once and a while .It was nice .Till one day i went to our little spot and he never hurt for awhile after he moved .Not just the fact that he moved,but that he didnt tell me .So back to the present .I am now 18 and living with my dad in Forks, my first day back in highschool...middle of the year too just lovely -_- ."Now Bells if you dont feel up to it you can stay home today and go tomorrow ""No Dad Im fine no matter today or tomorrow it will still be a first day back to highschool.""Ok Bells just as long as your ok ""Im fine Dad ..honestly"
"Have a good day " "Ha ..Thats funny."
"oh Bells wait !" "What is it ?" "You see that truck over there?"
"Yeah"
"Well ..its yours...as a welcome home present " "Thanks Dad i love it." I hugged him awkwardly and if im going to be honest the truck looked like crap ,but im appreciative not only for the truck ,but also for not having to ride around in his cruiser all the time .I got in the truck and went to school..JOY *note the sarcasm there* -_- . i parked and got out ."Ha nice car there ""totally sooo cool" was all i heard untill i got into the buliding . Then i got attacked !..."Hi im Eric Eyes and Ears of this place anything you need just ask me Directions,Notes,Passes,..Shoulder to cry on.."
"Umm no im good thanks ."
"Ok see you at lunch ."
"Yeah..see ya."
I walked on to first period .The day went on pretty dull...until lunch . Angela and Jessica i think their names were ,were chatting and then i saw them ."Who are they?"
"Who?"
"Them"
"Oh..those are the Cullens ..perfect of course ..the brunette muscley one is Emmett beside him is Rosalie ..then Edward ..
and those two are Alice and Jasper "
I Froze when i saw him . There he was . Jasper .I never thought I would see him just walked by with the pixie looking one holding onto him . He didnt even acknowledge me ;_; . I guess he doesnt remember me . Geez...its so creepy how he looks EXACTLY the SAME...its like he hasnt ..AGED! Something weird is going on !
"Bella...BElla...BELLA!"
"Huh?...Oh sorry "
"You can look but you certainly can not touch !"
"Why?"
"2 reasons 1. their all together ...like together together ..and one here is good enough for them ."
"Oh"
"Their adopted kids and their like really rich ..so i guess thats why no one is good enough for their "world" ..I dont know why ..they never speak to anyone other than teachers and eachother and i dont think i have ever seen them eat either "
"Wow..really?
"Yeah ...their weird ...except Edward Hes like truly perfection ...sooo hot "
"Uhh not really ..not to me at least "
"You would be the only one then ...EVERYONE in this school either wants him or want to BE him ..and i do mean EVERYONE!"
"Seriously?...i dont see whats so great about him " I locked back at their table and they were looking at me ...as if they had HEARD ME !"Weird" I whispered to myself as i turned around.
"So wanna hang sometime ?"
"Thanks but not thanks "
"Ok"
"See ya "
"See ya Bella "
I went and threw my tray away and started to think about skipping the rest of the day .I wouldnt be missing much since I had already dont that part of algebra . I decided to skip so turned to go out the other door and there the Cullens were..
RIGHT IN MY FACE !"Uhm excuse me "
The blonde girl stopped me "Where do you think your going ?"
"Home"
"aw but why ?" She said with a smirk .
"Oh i forgot ..the real reason is to get away from you and all of Yalls perfection ;_; -_-..now please move "
"Or what?"
"Rose ..stop" the big one said .
"No ..i wanna hear this ."
"Rose thats enough ." Jasper said . Jasper . When I heard his voice I looked down to hide my face .
"Please leave this girl alone ."
I knew it ..he doesnt remember me ;_;.I started to tear up but i held them in and looked back up .
"Listen, i dont know what i did to you ...no scratch that i DIDNT do anything, YOU dont know ME and I dont nor want to know you ..so please just get out of my way ."
They all looked shocked and i pushed my way through and sat back at the table and took out my Ipod and played Broken by Seether ft Amy Lee. I couldnt help but wonder ...did i ever mean anything to Jasper at all?