Wow guys, I have been seriously inactive! I'm not dead or anything. I just have to take a break because of life taking unexpected turns. At the moment I'm writing a new Fairy Tail fic, so that's another reason why I've been busy. Anyways I went ahead and wrote a little poem about romance, specifically NaLu. Lucy is the 'I.' Plus, it is clearly AU.
Interpret this in anyway you'd like.
Where were you when I left out all the rest,
when I put myself to the test,
and when I thought you knew me best?
Where were you when I realized I'd been wrong,
when I struggled to belong,
and when I hadn't seen you in so long?
Where were you when I forgot how to pray,
when I wanted you to stay,
and when everything went away?
Where were you when I broke if I tried to bend,
when I could no longer pretend,
and when we couldn't just be friends?
Where were you when I couldn't win,
when I gave in,
and when I committed sin?
Where were you when you left my side,
when I couldn't hide,
and when I went to confide?
Where were you when it all fell apart,
when you broke my heart,
and when I wanted to restart?
Where were you when I began to scheme,
when I was torn at my seams,
and when you haunted my dreams?
Where were you when I took the blame,
when you never came,
and when I cursed your name?
Where were you when I slammed the door,
when I fell to the floor,
and screamed "No more! No more…"?
Where were you when I cried,
when I lied,
and when I wondered inside:
Where were you, my love, when I… died?