Love me, Love me
Chapter 1
Kendall and Lucy started dating 6 months ago and are very much in love. James and Camille have been dating for about 5 months and spent every waking moment together. Carlos was hanging out with Dak because everyone else was out with there significant others but Logan he was always doing homework. Then about a month ago Dak kissed Carlos and Carlos freaked out. Dak came to apologize because he didn't want to lose Carlos as a friend. Once they started talking Carlos grabbed his hand and brought him to his room.
"I just want to apologize for kissing you. I never meant to hurt you" Dak said
"Why did you do it thought?"
"Because I like you Carlos. I've been Gay my whole life and I just wanted to know what it felt like to kiss you"
"I'm Not gay Dak not even Bi I'm sorry"
"I know and I wont do it again, I don't want to lose you as a friend" Dak said worried
Dak walked up to Carlos with his arms out to hug him but Carlos grabbed his waits and kissed him instead.
"What was that for?" Dak asked
"Well I live hanging out with you and I'm always saying that I want to try new things. This is defiantly something new." Carlos said smiling.
"So?" Dak said
"You're an amazing guy Dak and I never thought id say this to another guy but you're a great kisser." Carlos said Kissing Dak again
"So what does this make us?" Dak asked
"Well I guess what I'm trying to say is I like you too"
"So will you be my boyfriend?" Dak asked
"Yes!" Carlos said kissing Dak again.
They have been dating almost 2 months now." Logan why do you look so sad?" Carlos asked
"Because you all have someone and I don't. I just don't get it because when we first moved here I was the cute one and had Camille all over m e even though I'm gay. You never had a girlfriend before and now you have a boyfriend…that came out of nowhere , Now your Bi and its just a lot to take in" Logan said
"Lets find you a boyfriend then" Carlos said
"I don't know, I don't really like anyone" Logan said
"Well then how about we invite some guys over tomorrow night for a party and we can see who your interested in" Carlos said
"No one that lives here is gay besides us and no one here likes me that way" Logan said
"I'm going to put up flyers by the pool and in palm woods park and in the lobby saying 'All guys interested in Dating ¼ of Big Timed Rush please come to apartment 2J tomorrow night for a get to know you party. Will have snacks and drinks'" Carlos said as he wrote it down on paper.
"No one is going to show up because no one around here is gay and even if they are when they found out that I am the ¼ of BTR they are going to run screaming out of the apartment."
"Logan you are not ugly, why do you always think that way?" Carlos asked
"It's because I haven't had a boyfriend since we have been here. I mean I tried dating Camille but that didn't work out because I'm gay but at least I tried. I feel bad that James always has girls and Kendall always had a girlfriend and you were the one I hung out with because you never had anyone and I kinda crushed on you a while ago and nothing…but as soon as Dak came around you fall for him. I'm way to skinny no muscles and I'm smart no one wants someone like me. What is wrong with me?" Logan said
"Nothing is wrong with you, you're actually good looking. Since your good looking I think you just haven't met the right person yet." Carlos said
"Yeah I guess" Logan said sadly
"Now I'm gonna go hang up these posters I want you to perk up and be ready for tomorrow night. I will see you later" Carlos said grabbing the posters and leaving the apartment.
Logan sat on the couch the whole time Carlos was gone because no one else was home. About 15 minutes later Logan was still sitting on the couch. Carlos, Dak, Kendall, Lucy, James and Camille all walked into the apartment.
"I seen the posters, you will defiantly find someone." Dak said
"Yeah right, once they find out that I'm the one on the poster there all gonna leave" Logan said sadly.
"No they wont, you have no faith in your self. There is someone out there for you." Dak said.
"Thanks that makes me feel a little better even if I think this is a lost cause. I will think positive though and see what comes from the party. I'm going to bed see you guys tomorrow." Logan said going into his room and shutting the door and going to sleep.
The next day Carlos had everything set up for the party at noon. They party was set to start around had enough stuff for 100 people even though he knew only a few people would show up.
"Logan the party starts in 10 minutes get your butt out here"
"Why no one is even going to show up and even if they did there going to leave when they find out its me, No one wants me" Logan said
Stop being so negative" Camille said "Come here" She added fixing his shirt so it was unbuttoned to where you could see his t-shirt underneath.
"Plus everyone knows that Kendall, Carlos and I are taken so if they show up they show up for you." James said
Right then they heard the door bell so Carlos went to answer it.
"I'll go get it" Carlos said skipping all the way to the door to answer it.
When Carlos opened the door the first time 3 guys walked it, Steve, Mike and…Jett Stetson.
"What are you doing here Jett?" Kendal asked rude.
"Nice to see you too Kendork" Jett said
"Get out"
"No, I'm here to get to know Logan…he is the only one single so this party has to be for him" Jett sad watching Carlos let 4 more people in.
"You're gay?" Kendall asked standing next to Camille Lucy and James
"No, BI but whatever, I'm here for Logan not you" Jett said walking to get snacks.
"Umm hello everyone this party here is for Logan over here" Carlos said pointing at Logan " if your willing to get to know him and possibly date him you may stay if not then please leave" Carlos said sternly No one had left the apartment so that was a good sign. Logan had a smile on his face at this. Kendall, Lucy, James, and Camille left not long after the party started. Carlos and Dak stayed as they were the ones throwing the party. Carlos and Dak sat on the couch making out almost the whole time.
"Hey" Logan heard from behind him so he turned around.
"Oh hey Jett" Logan said
"You don't look very happy"
"Well everyone but you and Steve left and no one has talked to me so I was just about to go to bed."
"Well ill hang out with you"
"Really, Why?" Logan asked
"I know all of you hate me and I don't blame you but I came here to get to know you."
"You knew this party was for me didn't you"
"Yes I did and I like you Logan"
"Well then let's get to know each other" Logan said as him and Jett talked all night.
After a while Jett invited Logan to his place so they could be alone. Logan was sitting on Jett's lap and they were making out passionately.
"Jett I have always thought you were an asshole but after tonight I no longer think that, what changed?"
"Oh I'm still an asshole just not to you because I like you"
"Ohh so no one but me gets to see this side of you the sweet romantic side of you?"
"Nope only you" Jett said smiling kissing Logan again.
"So…" Logan asked
"Logan, I really want to date you but I can't do that to you" Jett said
"Do what to me?" Logan asked confused
"Well I like you a lot but I wouldn't let people know about us because of my career. Because I am not ashamed of you oh and…"
"Kendall" Logan and Jett both said at the same time.
"I totally understand Gustavo might not like this, he flipped when he found out Carlos was with Dak and they can't be a couple outside of the appt they have to be 'friends' plus it might be fun sneaking around together." Logan said smiling.
"Yeah it sounds like fun" Jett smiled
"Sorry but I need to head home it's late but can I see you tomorrow?"
"Of course you can I am your boyfriend. How about you come over at noon."
"Sounds great see you tomorrow" Logan said getting up to go to the door but Jett stopped him and turned him around.
"Just wanted another kiss" Jett said smiling
Logan laid in bed all night thinking while everyone was fast asleep. When the morning came Logan was still tired after not getting much sleep. Logan was yawning
"Why are you so tired Logan" Kendall asked
"Couldn't sleep last night "
"Did you meet someone last night at the party? You weren't here when the party was over so I had to kick everyone out" Carlos said
"I just went for a walk that's all" Logan said smiling.
Just then Logan got a text because is phone buzzed. Logan smiled as he read the text.
'Cant wait to see you Gonna go work out later you wanna join me?' Jay
'I can't wait to see you either and I would love to go work out with you. I have never worked out before so this should be interesting' Logan
'Well I would think you would need to work out, your body is perfect ;-)' Jay
'That is so not true but thanks.' Logan
'I wish I could see you right now because I know that you are blushing and you look so cute when you blush. Meet me at the work out room at noon' Jay
'Cant wait, see you soon' Logan
"What are you smiling about?" James asked
"Nothing" Logan said eating some toast
"So was the party worth it, I hope you got to know a few people" Carlos asked
"I meet most of them last night, a few were to shy to talk but I can't fall in love that fast it's impossible" Logan said being his smart self
"I'm sure it's possible but did you meet anyone that you wanna date?" Carlos asked hopeful
"There were a couple guys I guess. They asked me out so I am going to see where it takes me with them." Logan said
"Is that were you were last night? I bet it was because when you got that text a few minutes ago you were blushing." Kendall said
"Who are they" James asked
"No one important yet, But when I find out who I chose trust me you three will be the first to know" Logan said
"Aww Logie might have a boyfriend" Carlos said in a girly voice.
"Yeah, yeah keep it down. I'm gonna head out, see you guys later" Logan said getting up and leaving the apartment.
Logan was on his way to the gym that the palm woods had when he bumped into Mercedes Griffin.
"What do you want?" Logan said cold
"Where are you going?" Mercedes asked looking around "Are you going to the gym? Well while your there lose some of that fat on your body and get some muscles. No one is going to want you like this" She added making a discussed face.
"Just because I wouldn't date you doesn't mean you can talk to me like that. Oh and for your information there is someone who likes me and he's gorgeous" Logan said smiling
"Well HE must be blind if he likes you. You could have had all this" she said pointing at his body "But no you shoes to suck Dick instead"
"I would rather suck 10 dicks then kiss you once" Logan said walking off
"FAGGOT!" Mercedes yelled at Logan who just kept walking while everyone was staring at him.
After talking to Mercedes Logan was pissed when he met up with Jett.
"Hey" Jett said walking up to Logan.
"Hey" Logan said with an attitude.
"What's wrong baby?" Jett asked with concern in his voice
"Nothing just Mercedes Griffin being a bitch"
"Oh well don't let her bother you" Jett said putting his hand on Logan's chin to make him look at him and then they kissed.
"Jett babe, someone might see us"
"So?" Jett said
"So? You were the one who wanted to keep us a secret plus you know if Kendall found out he would kill both of us" Logan said
"Well then we can't let him find out" Jett said kissing Logan.
"I have never had to sneak around before or hide things from my friends, this is going to end badly" Logan said
"Sometime you have to break the rules. Besides if 'Kendork' finds out he will have to deal with it. I don't plan on hiding you forever" Jett said kissing Logan yet again.
"Good" Logan said
"Let's work out now" Jett said
"What are we gonna do first?"
"Whatever you want to do" Jett said
"Umm how about the treadmill?"
"Sure even though you don't need it" Jett said smiling
"Ha ha, I'm so not muscular. I'm scrawny and I look like a little kid" Logan said
"Well Jett Stetson only dates good looking guys. Ones that look great walking down the red carpet with me. And I have liked you for a while now" Jett grabbed Logan and they started a heated make out session. Just then someone walked into the gym and they pulled apart quickly.
An hour later they decided to leave.
"You wanna come back to my place and watch a movie and make out?" Jett whispered
"Sure id love to" Logan said as they got all of there stuff together a left.
"Have you seen Logan?" Kendall asked
"Nope, not since breakfast" James said
"He was texting someone all morning so I think he may be out with someone" Carlos said
"I wonder who is would be out with" Kendall said thinking.
"Yeah, I think he met someone last night" Carlos said
"Well I'm happy for him, but if he did meet someone last night I wish he would tell me" Kendall said
"I'm sure he will tell us when he's ready" James said
"Yeah I hope so…Hey can you believe Jett was here last night." Kendall said
"I didn't even know Jett was Bisexual."
"I didn't either but we need to go guys because Cam, Lucy and Dak are waiting for us" James said.
Carlos, James and Kendall left to go meet there dates as there movie was gonna start soon. When they get to the lobby Dak grabbed Carlos' hand.
"Dak you know we can't do this in public" Carlos said
"Well I don't think it's fair that Kendall and James get to hold there girlfriend's hands but I can't even tell people that we are dating. It just not fair I want to be able to hold your hand when we want to." Dak said disappointed.
Carlos grabbed Dak's hand and walked out of the palm woods to get to the Big Time Rush mobile.
"Wow I hurt" Logan said when they got back to Jett's apartment
"Once you start working out more then it wont hurt as much"
"Yeah well I hurt all over."
"What movie do you want to watch?" Jett asked
"No clue, what movies do you have?"
"I have a little of everything, I'll just find out" Jett said getting up and putting in a movie. Then he went back to sit on the couch.
"Here, sit on my lap"
"Huh?" Logan said
"Just do it" Jett said smiling
Logan wasn't sure at first but got up and sat on his lap. Jett started massaging his shoulders.
"Mmmm" Logan said
"Does that feel better?" Jett said
"Well I still hurt but that makes it feel so much better"
"Well don't get used to it, I'm only nice once a week" Jett said smiling.
"Uh Huh I'm sure" Logan said turning around to face Jett "except for me right?" Logan added kissing Jett.
"I don't think I could ever say no to you" Jett said kissing and sucking on Logan's neck.
"Damn you just don't know how long I have been single" Logan said
"I think I have a good idea because I haven't dated in a while either, I was too focused on my career" Jett said leaning back on the couch to admire the quarter size dark purple hickey he left.
"Jett, how long have you liked me?" Logan asked
"I don't know, a while I guess" Jett said as Logan started sucking on his neck.
Logan wasn't very good at giving hickeys as he never did that before so Jett just had a blue-ish bruise on his neck.
Logan then sat back on the couch next to Jett and cuddled while watching a movie.
Logan fell asleep during the movie and Jett thought he looked so cute. He got up and laid Logan down on the couch and covered him up. Jett then went into the kitchen to make dinner. About an hour and a half later Jett woke Logan up.
"Hey sleepy head I made dinner"
"How long was I asleep for? Logan asked yawning.
"Almost 2 hours now" Jett said
"I am so sorry I feel asleep"
"It's not a problem you were tired so I let you sleep. If I didn't want you to sleep I would have woke you up" Jett said smiling.
"You are so sweet; I wish you would show this side of you more often. It's really sexy" Logan said smiling getting up and walked over to the table to eat. Jett pulled out Logan's chair for him and then pushed him in.
"Well thank you but you are the only one to see this side of me well unless you're with Kendork" Jett said smiling. "Logan what's wrong, do you not like chicken and rice" Jett asked smiling now fading.
"No I do like chicken it's just…"
Jett reached over and took a bite of Logan's chicken and a bite of the rice to prove it wasn't poisoned.
"See its fine"
"Thanks and sorry I just get paranoid" Logan said
"Its cool but I really like you Logan I would never hurt you" Jett said blushing.
"They ate dinner and then after Logan washed the dishes.
"Logan I will do those later"
"No its ok, you cooked so I'll clean up its only fair."
"Damn you're so cute" Jett said standing behind Logan wish his arms around his waist.
"Why thank you so are you" Logan said as he finished the dishes." "Well I need to head home, Curfew." Logan said frowning as he didn't want to leave.
"Curfews suck, but will you come see me tomorrow?" Jett said with a huge smile on his face.
"Of course, Ill see you around 3 because I have to go to the studio tomorrow."
They kissed then Logan left. Logan got home with 10 minutes to spare.
"Hey Loges where have you been all day?" Kendall asked
"Just out. I went to the gym then hung out with some friends."
"Oh, well do you wanna hang out at the pool with us tomorrow after we get back from the studio?" Carlos asked.
"Nah its fine, I think I'll just go to the guy again but thanks for the offer." Logan said smiling then walking to his and Kendall's shared room.
"Hey did you guys see that huge hickey on Logan's neck?" Kendall asked.
"It was huge, there was no way to miss it" James said and Carlos Nodded in agreement.
"Now I know for sure that Logan met someone. I'm so happy for him" Carlos said jumping up and down.
"Why didn't he tell us then?" Kendall asked.
"Not sure"
"Well it's late so I'm gonna head to bed night" James said
"Were gonna go to bed too night guys" Kendall said
"Night" Carlos said.
"They all went into there room and then went to bed.
I want to thank everyone who has read and reviewed my other story's…I want to make a special thanks to BTRobsession because she wrote a wonderful story about Jettgan and it was what inspired me to write this so thank you…This is my first Jettgan story so please read and review and let me know what you want to be in this story…R&R