ACT 1. HINO REI –VISION

"Mars?"

That voice, the sweet and gentle voice that calling her name. The pale blue eyes that looks like a snowflakes that reflected the blue sky. Just one…just one blink and then she look desperately at the wave of black lightning ripping the long waited scenery in front of her…and then there is nothing left, just an empty space and a broken heart stabbing her over and over again. She heard her friends screaming in agony, the only proof that this was not a dream. The proof that her friends also experiencing the same pain like she does. But she can't scream..she just covering her face…trying so hard to made her tears stop falling…it happen one more time.

Rei wake up in her room, her heart pounding so hard until she could hear it in her own ears. That dream again…even after all this years. Even after the Galaxia arc has ended and they finally can feel the peace on Earth…why the memories of that day still as strong as if it was happened just few minutes ago?

"Mars?"

Rei shoke her head trying to erase those voice that keep echoing inside her head. She is just a normal girl now, maybe not so normal if she had a duty to protect the future Queen of Earth. But at least for now she is just a normal girl. So why she can't act like one? She must stop…stop remembering about him.

So Rei get up and walk to the shrine…sit in front of the fire and do nothing. Just sit there and warming her body. The late night of winter can be so frezzing. It almost half a year now since she got her last vision. All of her vision is mostly about their next enemies or the next dangers that they probably had to face. It's peaceful now, and she greatful for that. Now Usagi and Mamoru could have a normal days to spent. She is happy for them, after all the circumstances that always made their relationship in the edge of distruction, they always ended up standing side by side, holding hands and had a deeper love than before. Who wouldn't what such a love like that.

Usagi and Mamoru's love didn't go as smooth as it's looks like now. The moment when Usagi decided to kill him by the guardian's sword and then kill herself, repeating the same ending that their past life shared is a difficult choice to made. Rei don't think she could be that strong. How can you face the same destiny repeated over and over again? Especialy when the ending is so heartbreaking? Like her own. She's not just watch the men she loved died in front of her once...but twice. And at the both moment she couldn't do anything to save him, or even try to.

The warm of the fire made her sleepy, she didn't remember how long she had fall asleep in the shrine, blanket by the warm of the holy fire and hearing Phobos and Demos in the top of the gate. When she open her eyes again, the fire started to move, it started small but then getting more often after view second. It just like when she had a visions before, so Rei come closer trying to get clearer view at the image that started to show in the middle of fire…what it is now? A new enimies? A new danger? Rei sit straight with a focus face while joining her palms together. When the image become as clear as if she saw it on a television Rei couldn't help but held her breath.

It's like a dejavu…the short wavy blonde hair, the pale blue eyes, slim yet a muscular body smilling from the image at the middle of the fire. Rei feeling numb, her hands trembling while her brain trying so hard to process the information in front of her. And then a single tear fall from her eyes, followed by another one and another one and another one. She started to cry, just like that time she couldn't do anything but to cover her face while her body shaking so hard. When she finally could speak it's nothing more like a wishper in her own ears…the one word. The one word she couldn't say that time when he was there in front of her calling her name before fate decided to separated them once again.

"Jedaite…"

Well...this is my first time to write something and publish it. Sorry if my grammar was so bad, English was not my first language so...

I came with the idea of this story when I bump into one amazing fanfic by : i1976 - blu notte (Even if I didn't know you, your work is so great. Thank You...you guys must read this too!)

so then I decided to made my own version...hope you'll like it.