It was late when Loki came back to our chambers. I had fallen asleep curled up on Loki's cape, it was a ritual that gave me a lot of comfort when ever he traveled the realms, it smelt of him and soon...too soon...I was asleep.
"Dreaming of me?" Loki asked and I woke to find him sitting upon a gold high-backed chair at our table watching me, I guessed.
"Always do I dream of you and your touch before I feel it again." I pushed myself up off the bed something was wrong I didn't need our Blood Bond to see that.
"Sigyn, what do I look like?"
"What are you talking about?"
Sigyn, please, tell me." He said thickly and his eyes already welling.
I knelt at his feet and gently reached up to carress his jaw, "What's wrong, My Love?"
He held my hand to his cheek but couldn't look at me, "Tell me something, do you love me Sigyn?"
"With all that I am but you already know that."
"Then do me a favor?" He asked me then added, "Remember that."
I looked into his sorrowful eyes as a flood of recent memories hit me knoking me flat on my butt."Oh,Vahalla" Iexclaimed grabbing his hands to look at them through my own eyes, "What are we?"
"You know the answer to that." He sighed trying to force a smile.
"I-I don't-"
Loki seemed to collapse. He leaned back spreading out his legs and perched his elbow on the wide arm of the chair. However I crawled up between his legs and perched myself on the same arm he watched me as I gave him the warmest smile I could manage, at the moment, and clutched him to my heart and felt his warm, strong arms encircle my waist.
"I don't care, I love you and I think I would have fallen in love with you no matter what your form."
"Really?" He asked scyptically, "I doubt that. I doubt that you, of all people,could have or will look upon my Jotun form with nothing but scorn and hatered."
"SHhh" I moved of the armrest and stadled his lap,"It's true that my mother was frozen solid by a Jotun, but you didn't do that... you saved me and I didn't deserve it. "I wiped away a single tear sliding down his cheek, "Will you let me see?"
Reluctantly, waved a handin front of my face but whenhe pulled it away I saw two red eyes...Jotun eyes...staring at me. I touched his scared, blue face in complete awe, "Your..."
"A monster."
I shook my head, "beautiful." I leaned down and kissed his blue lips but they weren't cold as I expected and I reasoned that since his blood flows inside me he wouldn't be cold to me, "Don't-Don't hide your thoughts from me again."
"How-"He asked stunned, "How can you kiss this?"
"Because You," I smiled, "are my husband in any and all forms besides, " I smiled lacing our fingertips, "I do have a little Jotun in me."
"Not yet." Loki purred in my ear.
I laughed as he carried me akwardly to the bedand gently laid me down and I showed him just how much I loved him.